... this way comes...
Balaan.. very, very mad...
I've been having horrible nights, My night terrors have been making themselves known again.. for the first time in almost 8 years.. ugh.
i needed an outlet. So balaan volunteered.
i like drawing hands/feet D:
Might think about printing this and seeing how it looks in a frame.. I'm that proud of it D:
Balaan ©
Ereshkigal234
Commissions are open.
Thank you.
Balaan.. very, very mad...
I've been having horrible nights, My night terrors have been making themselves known again.. for the first time in almost 8 years.. ugh.
i needed an outlet. So balaan volunteered.
i like drawing hands/feet D:
Might think about printing this and seeing how it looks in a frame.. I'm that proud of it D:
Balaan ©
Ereshkigal234Commissions are open.
Thank you.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
Species Housecat
Size 900 x 900px
File Size 279 kB
Listed in Folders
They come and go really, I have this intense fear, for what reason i have no idea, that something will walk past our bedroom door in the night, from the hallway to the bathroom or the other way.. and i have wicked nightmares that because of my night terrors seem so real it's not funny.. the kind that make you question if you're awake or not when you really do wake up.
I had a doctor who told me it stems from stress.. he said "cut out all stress from your life" i said "so should i kill myself then?" and he tried to medicate me up for being suicidal.. the world needs more doctors who understand sarcasm... In all honesty, i have no reason that i'm terrified of the hallway at night.. none at all. but it's one of those irrational but very real fears.. sometimes i close the door, but i still find myself waking up to glance at the door to make sure nothing's changed.. oh and i'm beyond blind without my contacts in.. :| so everything is just a dark mass of colors. so my mind plays tricks with the light and i panic.
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