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Made some art to vent, but I'm fine now. Sort of a sequel to "Part of your world." Yesterday marked one month since my last breakup, and those're always tough.
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Visual description: The left image has Oxnard closing his eyes, shaded in light blue color, with the blue background behind him brightening with the yellow and pink colors of the sunset. The right image has Oxnard facing away from the viewer, right arm reaching out to the sunset at sea with uh a lot more colorful shading than usual - gold clouds above, and purple shadows behind him.
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Visual description: The left image has Oxnard closing his eyes, shaded in light blue color, with the blue background behind him brightening with the yellow and pink colors of the sunset. The right image has Oxnard facing away from the viewer, right arm reaching out to the sunset at sea with uh a lot more colorful shading than usual - gold clouds above, and purple shadows behind him.
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I'm sorry that u had 2 go through that. U deserve da best, and sometimes that's hard 2 find. And with art as wonderful as this, so many shall see how talented u r. And perhaps da person ur meant 2 b with (if u wish 2 continue dating) will see it and reach out in some way.
Either way, I think ur amazing and hope ur doing well. Especially with wut's going on in da world right now.
Either way, I think ur amazing and hope ur doing well. Especially with wut's going on in da world right now.
When I read this on your Twitter, I wondered if this is what you were referring to. Your degree of emotion has always been a strong aspect of the works you create and share.
I will always cite 'Circles' for how it allowed us to meet and discuss those topics you were working out as I was working through mine. I also really liked working with Lucca to develop an update to "2 Player" as that picture haunted me for a long time. I think it hit me hardest due to how often I wished, and still wish, for someone to be with me IRL to whom I can just be myself without trying to live up to social standards I never will.
I think you did something similar with your 'Diary' images. There was a lot of emotion in those and I certainly got a fair amount of 'feels' from them.
The last image, in my sighted years, I recall that you did like this was where Oxnard was sitting solo with a blue background at a table with a cup of coffee. The ham-Ham showing that he was trying to 'move on' but unable to really get what was on his mind to go away.
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The radio tends to be quite an enemy during such times. The 'top 40' station has almost every other song it plays being about 'painful break ups'. Then the 'Rock Station' plays this one song called 'sixteen' and it cuts me like a knife each time I hear it. I'll tend to change the station as that song on the rock station, which plays a lot on other rock stations, just kills me.
Thankfully, with a smart phone, or smart speaker, you can just tell it to shuffle songs that tend to not have such themes. :)
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I'm glad you are as open as you are about your feelings, Oxnard. It's therapeutic to get things out in ways only you can. More importantly is it shows that it is okay to be 'sad' and/or 'feel vulnerable'.
I will always cite 'Circles' for how it allowed us to meet and discuss those topics you were working out as I was working through mine. I also really liked working with Lucca to develop an update to "2 Player" as that picture haunted me for a long time. I think it hit me hardest due to how often I wished, and still wish, for someone to be with me IRL to whom I can just be myself without trying to live up to social standards I never will.
I think you did something similar with your 'Diary' images. There was a lot of emotion in those and I certainly got a fair amount of 'feels' from them.
The last image, in my sighted years, I recall that you did like this was where Oxnard was sitting solo with a blue background at a table with a cup of coffee. The ham-Ham showing that he was trying to 'move on' but unable to really get what was on his mind to go away.
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The radio tends to be quite an enemy during such times. The 'top 40' station has almost every other song it plays being about 'painful break ups'. Then the 'Rock Station' plays this one song called 'sixteen' and it cuts me like a knife each time I hear it. I'll tend to change the station as that song on the rock station, which plays a lot on other rock stations, just kills me.
Thankfully, with a smart phone, or smart speaker, you can just tell it to shuffle songs that tend to not have such themes. :)
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I'm glad you are as open as you are about your feelings, Oxnard. It's therapeutic to get things out in ways only you can. More importantly is it shows that it is okay to be 'sad' and/or 'feel vulnerable'.
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