It always grinds my gears whenever I see someone I don't like progress or nothing a like farther and better than I could possibly imagine. An snarky goody two shoes adolescent draws cartoons and anatomy and poses better than me. I feel such a hatred and anxiety from what I'm feeling I could shout. Do you know what it is to feel powerless? To just get attention for fetish art and then have some snooty normie tell you that you are bad? They clearly have no idea what it was like. All they know is drawing a bunch of scary animals with realistic facial anatomy.
I must have it all.

I feel such Jealousy but the feeling is universal. Everyone is jealous. This all sounds selfish but I want everyone to be equal. Sadly what is equal is not fair.

All I can say is the grass is always greener on the other side.