Male Thrasher ~
I'm still trying to find my identity with my gender, its hard to try and explain such a thing to my parents who are open to it - but don't quite understand. I've been struggling with this for as long as I can remember, being bullied for it a lot in school when my friends erred more on the masculine/male side. Its tough growing up being rejected by teachers, 'friends' and abusers who found it funny to destroy my mind and scar me for life.
I'm so scared of being rejected, because of the bullies in my life, i'm fearful of going through this alone or under eyes of misunderstanding.
*Sigh*
I also get so jealous of those transitioning, but pride at the same time.
I wish I was confident like that.
I wish I could have the top surgery, instead of binding sometimes painfully for long times because it takes my mind off the whole female outlook.
If someone had advice for me, what to do, how to do it, what my steps are. I live in the UK and am scared to take the plunge.
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I'm so scared of being rejected, because of the bullies in my life, i'm fearful of going through this alone or under eyes of misunderstanding.
*Sigh*
I also get so jealous of those transitioning, but pride at the same time.
I wish I was confident like that.
I wish I could have the top surgery, instead of binding sometimes painfully for long times because it takes my mind off the whole female outlook.
If someone had advice for me, what to do, how to do it, what my steps are. I live in the UK and am scared to take the plunge.
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-hugs- Honestly, I'd accept you whatever gender you were. You're an awesome person and I hope you know that, Thrash. Some of my friends have transitioned, and they've said it was the best decision they've made because they finally feel like their true selves.
If you do transition, or do anything like that just know that I'll still be here as your friend and I fully support you in the decision. <3
If you do transition, or do anything like that just know that I'll still be here as your friend and I fully support you in the decision. <3
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