*I got told, the only barrier between me and becoming what I want, am just I alone. I would love that to be. That I am just a fantasy of my brother. Always transformable and able to change. Unfortunately I am a metabeing. 1/3 of a being that can be considered real, or such. Depending on how your perception of realities are. However. It's unfortunately not as easy to change and bend myself. It would mostly change back in a unpleasant way. However. I want at least to try it! I want to find something to change forms. Attempt NR1: Day 1. A world where things usually change. Let me think: Little bug planet... tho I am not made out of that stuff. Digimon Maybe? I am traveling with information. Tho unsure how I should digitare in the right way. That's no world to just travel by yourself. Hmm..stellaris? Well, not really since such an action would take many years..... wait a moment. I forgot my informations! Let me remember. I know that my body fights against change.... wait a second. My instincts got passed in to some hatchlings of mine. Not all tho. And they can change back. What makes me different than them.... I am a a original and just crossed my kind with others. Never with my own. Too bad that I love my brothers too much in the sibling way. Can't bring myself to mate with them... wait. I am 1/3 of a being like my brothers... is that the reason? I am not changing because my brothers being kashie?! And 2/3 win against 1/3 and alter my body back! How interesting! And kind of unfair!!
...And since I am just a piece of a being: all my hatchlings can turn back and transform? And my instincts can Theoretically be supressed ;.=.;.... I curl up in a pillow, grabbing for my own tail to curl more*
"I was living a lie ;.=.; And it makes sense. But I don't want kashie to be food. There are not many of my kind. It's a special race >.n.< And with I don't want to pred sneakily nomming me, just to wake me, so I blow them up! Oh nu. My hatchlings! So many bad thoughts >.=.< Not sure if it was worth learning the potential truth, but at least I seem to have found something without traveling trough any world.*