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-January 16-
pretty late eh?... Yea... Always late to everything.
Now that was a long run, seems like my art is taking a different path which my 2017-self would not even think of, all because of the paranoia, but in the end I grew to like a complete different thing.
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Latest years were harder than I imagined, back in 2016 I was rather quick with commissions and in 2017 as well, could do a more detailed work within a week-no problemo.
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I must say, I really respect people that were there with me since the old days, especially dear( Because damn you know me since early days XD )
and others who I tend to see in rare cases but I still didn't forget the old days we used to interact in.
The older you get, the faster the time goes, things begin to feel more meaningless, but you do them anyway, which is alright I guess, there are joyful days in the end, it's not necessarily 100% black , What makes me proud of the latest years is that I am improving on humans, more background scenes were done, though it's a shame many works were WIPS which did not get a finish end at all. they lay in my folders waiting to be finished one day.
Again, I made a gratitude to my commissioners recently, but I still appreciate you guys so fucking much... like dude, you don't imagine...
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But, I must indeed apologize for people who I might have hurt, keep in mind, I'm not in the best place mentally and therefore I tend to be more unthoughtful of what I may say, it might seem like an excuse, to gain pity, but I really did notice how bitter I've gotten, even I catch my self being disgusted in my own actions when I rewind things in my head, ah... Things happen I suppose and I can't do anything, people go, people come, but things will haunt me for several years, just as events from 2012-2015 still don't leave my inner world. I miss so many people, but it's almost impossible to re-connection now.
We all got our ups and downs, it's natural, feeling angry, sad, anxious is a part of what makes us human, though I must say, we as a race are very arrogant, I do respect people who are spiritually more powerful and do not see animals below themselves.
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I have already addressed few of my fishes for a further future, but for 2020s I just hope to keep up with school and improve on art, and perhaps stay neutral in any situation as I always was during the years until 2020s which seems like a game you'd play wile being completely drunk, you wake up and realise '' shit I fucked up '' LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEE dude.
anyway I do hope everyone else's 2020 would be followed by good fortune.
Credit's to the template uh-
2018 Summary of Art BLANK by DustBunnyThumper
pretty late eh?... Yea... Always late to everything.
Now that was a long run, seems like my art is taking a different path which my 2017-self would not even think of, all because of the paranoia, but in the end I grew to like a complete different thing.
-
Latest years were harder than I imagined, back in 2016 I was rather quick with commissions and in 2017 as well, could do a more detailed work within a week-no problemo.
-
I must say, I really respect people that were there with me since the old days, especially dear( Because damn you know me since early days XD )
and others who I tend to see in rare cases but I still didn't forget the old days we used to interact in.
The older you get, the faster the time goes, things begin to feel more meaningless, but you do them anyway, which is alright I guess, there are joyful days in the end, it's not necessarily 100% black , What makes me proud of the latest years is that I am improving on humans, more background scenes were done, though it's a shame many works were WIPS which did not get a finish end at all. they lay in my folders waiting to be finished one day.
Again, I made a gratitude to my commissioners recently, but I still appreciate you guys so fucking much... like dude, you don't imagine...
--
But, I must indeed apologize for people who I might have hurt, keep in mind, I'm not in the best place mentally and therefore I tend to be more unthoughtful of what I may say, it might seem like an excuse, to gain pity, but I really did notice how bitter I've gotten, even I catch my self being disgusted in my own actions when I rewind things in my head, ah... Things happen I suppose and I can't do anything, people go, people come, but things will haunt me for several years, just as events from 2012-2015 still don't leave my inner world. I miss so many people, but it's almost impossible to re-connection now.
We all got our ups and downs, it's natural, feeling angry, sad, anxious is a part of what makes us human, though I must say, we as a race are very arrogant, I do respect people who are spiritually more powerful and do not see animals below themselves.
-
I have already addressed few of my fishes for a further future, but for 2020s I just hope to keep up with school and improve on art, and perhaps stay neutral in any situation as I always was during the years until 2020s which seems like a game you'd play wile being completely drunk, you wake up and realise '' shit I fucked up '' LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEE dude.
anyway I do hope everyone else's 2020 would be followed by good fortune.
Credit's to the template uh-
2018 Summary of Art BLANK by DustBunnyThumper
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 913 x 1280px
File Size 295.7 kB
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