This poem was written back in late November. I just meet Kiefer on Halloween and he’d seem like my type of man, dark and mysterious. I saw that to be untrue about two weeks later. I have changed to ending slightly to fit what I really feel now.

Where is the man I meet on Hollow’s Eve?
He was dark and gloomy, but yet….

He hides behind the door I can not reach
In his eye I love but yet there is hate

Where are the keys to the door?
For the man I meet on Hollow’s Eve

This the man I want to love
But how can I find his love

This door is far from my reach
I wish to know what you hide

If the door is locked
What reason do you have?

What is so dark and evil? So wrong?
That you have locked your heart away

When on Hollow’s Eve did the door close
I can’t reach but I wish to help

Where is the key? I want to know now
What is it that you hide behind these doors?

Why are you hiding from the world behind these doors?
Why would you keep the door so far from someone’s love?

I want to help; I want to know, but yet
You keep the whole truth hidden

I look into your eye; I see the door I look for
Hidden behind these doors is something dark

I wish for you to tell me
Where the keys are

You have taken my heart
Yet you give nothing back

You have the keys to all my doors
But I wish to have more then this key

You have so many dark sides
I saw them all on Hollow’s Eve

But now they are deep within you
Where is the dark man
I meet on Hollow’s Eve

From Hollow’s Eve to Christmas’s Eve
I have seen a change in this man

From and man that is dark and evil but open
To a boy that hides behind what his fears

I can’t reach the door so I have given up
I will not find what is not to be found