I wrote this because I'm not sure about anything anymore. What happened I Don't know. All I know is I am hurting inside. Trying to keep my composure at school. Not sure what to do anymore. I just feel like it's going to end. So close to picking up bad habits. Afraid Scared. I'm Not sure but this might be the final poem I post. It just hurts way way to much to tpe anymore. Just keep thinking of what I heard the other night. And am almost to the point of just giving all this away. I mean I'm becoming the thing she hated so maybe its time. I don't even know why the hell i wasting my time posting this stupid crap. just wasted time.