This is part 1 of 2 songs that’ll be combined into one. I’m probably gonna call them “post traumatic” and “stress disorder”.

A lonely boy who sits around his computer all day
Watching Twitch and playing his favourite videogames.
All the curtains closed and turning the lights off to be the monster he will be.

A notif rang and he saw the girl that he was messaging everyday
All the butterflies in his stomach came out and play
But the truth is that he knows that it is never meant to be

But lately he told himself that to contradict the ideas of his feelings and regret that he should end it all. He should end it all.

All of his friends never heard from him again.
He lost all hope. He said goodbye. He wants to be alone.