This one is much more abstract, I think of many things it could represent

it could represent many things,
i think abstraction is always open to any kind of interpration,
as long as you you make that effort to try to uderstand it.

you see, the first thing when you look and image or any piece of artwork,
is yourself, always looking for yourself in the picture,
any part of you, that gets reflected, your personality,
you desires, dreams, ideas, beliefs, or even any part of your physcal appearance, from abstract to imaginative, and even real, features of one-self.

is like if you always had a sort of invisible mirror in front of your eyes, and you are always looking to find yourself through it.

that's why, sometimes, i look at awesome artwork, and see nothing of me on it, regardless of how cool it was made, i am nowhere to be found in there,

so I move on to the next picture, and so on, and so, it begins the search for answers, for something, that is like you, or can give you,
anything that you are looking for, that either is missing, lost, low-hid, or barely touched, anything that is inside.

what you see here, what i think you see about me.
is a sense of being stuck,
the ground, the cold ground.

stagnant,
not being able to move,
or know how to move.
dead, maybe emotionally dead,
depressed, frustration.

and like most of my paintings,
a sense of loneliness.

Red, I see red as anger, confusion,
but also frustration, but it also
represents blood, the idea
of spilling effort in something,
and not going anywhere.

exactly what i feel,
yet....im, trying to understand what to do.

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(what i wrote here kind of connects to what i wrote you on the
other post)

most recently, had the impression, i should leave
and never come back, since I feel stuck,
and sometimes i feel im not longer being rewarded.

yet, i want to stay, and find more about myself.

what can i do, here, where i can talk
and be myself with no restraints,

an idea i fight to understand, but....you know...about the identity,
of the other, Not Birdman, Not Ra-zlo
....the guy behind the mask.

i dont know if i should live trough ego.
or....for others, or.....where?
where should i go? yet here i am,
and this place houses, lots of memories and ideas,
the person who i am....
but no so sure, whether or not,
should be separate, or connected,
risks,

yet still, dont know, where i should be heading.

again thank you for the chance of writing.

and...well, im not gonna say, "have a nice week again"

more like, i wish you stay safe, take care.
carry on, and I really look forward for more chances like this.