Agh this is vent art, I am so friggin frustrated right now I am upset and ready to cry. My dad's girlfriend needs to butt out of my life!

apparently dad needs to step up and "stop being such a pushover" to us kids, we're "going to be living off of dad our entire lives" and "we're not going to go to college" the fact that both and I have a plan worked out for what we're going to do is beside the point.

now because dad "needs to have consequences" for us we're down to having internet 2 hours a night, no computers other than those 2 hours and no internet on weekends that dad's not on call as a "consequence"

I want to hit her and just keep hitting her until she realizes THIS IS NOT HER PLACE TO BUTT IN!! SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT US AND SHE NEEDS TO BUTT THE HELL OUT

Whether I go to school or not is up to me, that DOESN'T mean I am going to be living with dad and mooching off of dad my entire life


Anyone gonna be needing a roomie in 12 or so weeks? I want OUT!!

I am debating whether or not just to apply at MIAD instead of doing my year at WCC just to get out of this place...

My friend Stephanie is telling me to relax that it's just internet
but that's just it!
I'm not mad about the internet, I am mad that that will bring my book to a grinding halt
I am mad that his girlfriend butts her nose into the way my dad treats us
I am mad at the fact that she seems to think that I'm not gonna make anything of myself
I am mad that she thinks I will never go to college
I am mad that she thinks that I will never be anything
I am mad that she says this shit behind my back
I am mad that I can't just tell her exactly what I think about her without getting kicked out
I am mad that my father is choosing her over us
I am mad that any and every opinion she has about us is taken to heart but nothing we say about her is anything but an insult
I am mad that he spends more on her son for Christmas than us
I am mad that her son seems to be perfect
I am mad that she can't just keep her fat little fingers out of it
I am mad that she thinks so fucking little of me
I am mad that she thinks she knows me so well
I am mad that she thinks she can judge me with knowing so little
It's NOT about the internet!
there are other places I could go for internet

::Note::
Not exactly the way I wanted to show off my sharpie coloring but still, colored and half shaded with sharpies; sketched and half shaded with pencil.