based on the song "if society" by Cheap sex.

lyrics below. Just change "society" with "the fandom" and it's pretty close to how i'v ebeen feeling latly. you mofo's are killing me. >:|
But i;m getting back into my confidence again. i'm on my way back to base line.
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i sit alone in my room at night
trying to figure out how to make my life right
all this hate inside my head
and all my life i am seeing red
i tell myself there's a better way
that maybe tomorrow will bring a better day
i just need to figure it out
what is happiness all about?


If society doesn't kill me -
then it will be my mind!

I look at people walking down the street
they look content, and their lives complete
maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate
and maybe misery has sealed my fate
i look at my life with a magnifying glass
i think of the future, then i look at my past
find all the demons infecting my brain
gotta kill em now before i go insane!