Loss is not pretty
It is not clear
It is a fog from losing what you hold dear
It is grey
It is bright
But in the end, it feels like night
Maybe one day I'll get another
But for now...I'm a sad cat mother

Had to get my feelings of loss out....Benjamin is not dead, but I'm losing him all the same.

I know I made the right decision here, to rehome him

But my heart is still shattered.

I got him June 17th 2015, and he has been one of the brightest lights in my life. He's made me laugh and has been there when I felt like I couldn't talk to anyone.

He's been a good, good kitty, and it pains me to have to let him go.

I can only hope that the people that adopt him will treat him like the prince he is.

Poewm is written by me.