''Sometimes, the silence feels like Death.
So before you will take a step.
Make sure you will take a deep breath.
Think about it, before they see dripping Red.

After this, I'm not sure if I will be able to shine.
Even tho I know and I still think it's not right.
I can even put up a bigger fight.
But no one will tell you after this 'good night'.
That feeling makes me feel broken and even Tight.
And the thoughts of nightmares from it makes me fright''


it takes a lot of time to really get someone you cared and wanted a long time. . . and even more, time to forget them, it hurts to think about the moment when they said ''I hate you!'' right at you, even tho you cared for them 3 years. . . that's what I feel. . . Luckily there are people who keep me up, for example, my girlfriend Silver. she always knows how to cheer me up, just like friends on my discord, won't name them now tho, cant named them at all.

(also this art was made several months ago, I am proud of this art, and its actually something what showing myself when I am sad after. . . whats happened, it's a long story what I don't want to talk about, please respect that :3)