An unsold uncompleted Christmas chibi I made sometime in Nov 2019, right before my PC crashed
Currently unavailable and probably will stay that way. For obvious reasons. It's past christmas, I really don't give a shit and can't be assed to actually work on this at the moment
too much shit to do, not really creating any new art at the moment. Clinical depression mental illness whatever you know the gist.

Because according to at least two random assholes who felt the need to note my 'mental illness is scaring people off'. Gotta love the sympathy, fuckin cunts.
fuck this site I am so done with it. God damn if I could I would trade my left foot to have all my commissions finished and never have to set food on this god damn site again. I'm so tired of everything, least not being trapped into doing art when I'd rather been lying in bed pretending I am dead and hoping it vain for god to smite me to death or something.

I had planned to post this sometime in december after finishing a good majority of my commissions because pre it crashing I had been lining three a night. Ahh to be motivated again. I think this would've been cute and fun to work on if it was under the right circumstances :/
I 'm pretty sure this was the very last thing I drew on my PC before it died. Fucking stupid ass chibi either the cheap ass furries on this site would've bitched at me for it being to pricey at the already cheap price of it, try to scam me into giving it to them for free, or barely get paid at all for it. The fucking irony that this stupid piece of chibi shit was the very last thing I drew on my old pc. I should've been drawing something for me but i wasn't. I was workin on this stupid fuckin thing.

I hate living. what is anything anymore. I wish I didn't exist. fuck life man
Shout out agaiin to the lovely unsympathetic fucks who noted me. You know who you are. Particularily like the private commission who just told me to "finish it" when I explained the shit year and told them I couldn't

fuckin whatever
mental illness is a hell of a drug. i'm probably schitzo at this point lets be honest. I need time to myself but there is no time to myself.
gotta do this bullshit. god I yearn for the day I get a real job and can abandon this miserable fukin art job. I'm gonna do real art job one day. Like video game concept art, damn that be nice

tf was i talking about I'm going to bed
anyways unsold uncompleted YCh blah blah might rework one day might night I'm going to depression cry myself to sleep again nothing new to say, still working on commissions still trying to finish them on the shitty new PC nothing is comfortable I hate drawing infact I am not drawing I haven't drawn for myself and I don't know if and when I will because if it isn't the fact i can no longer use a art program without pirating it, which I can't do its my mental illness fucking me over. whatever