like it says...I just can't handle this world....I'm gone
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WHOA FREEZE DONT DO THAT!!! Ok i cant help you financially, but dont you EVER give up, Killing yourself is NEVER the answer, What your going through right now is a test, if you can make it, (which i KNOW you can) you will only come out stronger and wiser. Please don't kill yourself, you can make it through this. Believe me i have seen it first hand myself. Its not impossible to get through this. DONT DO IT!!!
I'm really trying, fighting!! I'm gonna loose my house, correction my mom is gonna loose her house due to a drunk asshole who keeps takign her money threatening her and us, by us my bro, myself and lap doggies, we'll loose everything why? cause the damn ass hat fucked up his bank and work and he's the one who pays the rent, why? cause my mom handles the bills..why? cause she's on EI why? cause she was laid off her last job why? cause they changed owners....
so I JUST got back to my mom after 8 years of NOT seeing her and to have THIS happen? evicted..and I've served 4 years..4 fucking years on the streets..and I can't even help myself so how can I help my mom..she was beaten and abused and raped and was living in a damn trailor with no plumbing or electricity cause her last friend screwed her over on that and is the same guy who raped her when I was 12 and I just found that out 3 weeks or so ago...
I'm so sick and tired of this!! I'm seriously thinking about killing myself...why? cause yes I'm suffereing...my family shuts me dwon left and right, my bro, and dad and evil fucking stepmother...and so called family I thought was tehre when I needed them most only passed me off...
it all boils down to the one thing that can make and break ya and everyone wants it or has none...MONEY...plain and fucking simple and no one wants to hire a trans fag or whatever, I'm havign a hard time..I'm looking for work and so is my mom and bro while in school....this is NOT! what I wanted..god I've strived for the things I want..my dreams I never gave up on but I'm soo fucking close to it! augh!! I HATE THIS I HATE MONEY!! I HATE IT ALL!!
so I JUST got back to my mom after 8 years of NOT seeing her and to have THIS happen? evicted..and I've served 4 years..4 fucking years on the streets..and I can't even help myself so how can I help my mom..she was beaten and abused and raped and was living in a damn trailor with no plumbing or electricity cause her last friend screwed her over on that and is the same guy who raped her when I was 12 and I just found that out 3 weeks or so ago...
I'm so sick and tired of this!! I'm seriously thinking about killing myself...why? cause yes I'm suffereing...my family shuts me dwon left and right, my bro, and dad and evil fucking stepmother...and so called family I thought was tehre when I needed them most only passed me off...
it all boils down to the one thing that can make and break ya and everyone wants it or has none...MONEY...plain and fucking simple and no one wants to hire a trans fag or whatever, I'm havign a hard time..I'm looking for work and so is my mom and bro while in school....this is NOT! what I wanted..god I've strived for the things I want..my dreams I never gave up on but I'm soo fucking close to it! augh!! I HATE THIS I HATE MONEY!! I HATE IT ALL!!
Your not the only one whos been through hell and back. not me personally, but my own mother as well. you cant help that you were forced on the streets like this, the fact of the matter is you are in contact with your mother now and you can do something to help. But taking your own life in front of her isnt going to help! there are programs out there designed to help families just like you going through this. Its not impossible to make it through this. trust me. I know.
http://www.bankruptcy.me/basics/default.aspx i've heard here that this is a way to basically start off fresh in the past, i know that you might think bankruptcy is bad but this is something i would check into if i was you. Oh and by the way *hugs with so much passion* your a good person. you care that your mother and your pets are in need, your doing great so far.
Wow what a wonderful drawling, you skill is very good, I love the yellow and red on the tail, now as good as the art is, as art, I do find myself upset, not to much I can say, other then if you would like to talk to me, I can talk, been there myself, also I think there is one more thing to say, how do I put this?
*pounces, licking at the face* *hug*
*pounces, licking at the face* *hug*
*blushes* me be a tranny fur..brother I prefer ...thanks..I just feel so useless I can't help my family..and I'm trying so had..if I had that 840 in my hand to save our house and dogs..I'd do it..all I Want is for my mom to not ave to worry..she cries everyday...everyday she blames herself like i'm doing right now
Well my friend *pulls up closer*, some questions are better never asked, Worry is a funny thing, when times are good, we worry about what to do when there bad, when times are bad, non of that worrying form before seems to do any good dose it? Well I can not say I know your story, if I did I could better tell you what I think, but let me just say this, you can not blame yourself fully, no matter what, if life has shown me on thing, it is the blame is to share, but for some reasons we as humans like to be greedy and take all the blame as our own, I can tell you, that it is impossible for anything to be ALL because of you, or anyone diffrent
*wraps arms tightly holding you closer* There is nothing you have to say, and there is no reason you should feel you should share with me, my friend, but if you would like to, I can tell you how I feel, not that it would help you, but it is up to you, *rocks back and forth* If I could hug you any more right now I would, I really deeply mean that
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