I thought a lot of time about my relationship with art. I had so many strange things this year (really, wtf with my life). But the biggest and the strangest thing was the return to drawing. I had a really big art block. I think that it was 4 years or 6 years. And I still don't know why I woke up in the morning at the end of September and understood something. I must draw again, and that's that.
I wasted a lot of time before. I see how I'm lost now. I see how I don't know so many things. What's popular now? What do I want? What the style I need?
I started to draw again for only 3 months. I feel that I want to draw comics but... Where I can post it? What if people will hate my works?
And I have a lot more questions.
And also I need to improve my drawing and English language skills. And I still need to see psy to take pills.
I hope that next year I'll have fewer questions.

I apologize for my mistakes, English isn't my first language.