Song I wrote for the comic which you can read the comic and lyrics here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33523208/

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It's really tempting to go on a mega dysphoric and insecurity-fueled apology and nitpicking for this, but ya know what that's old and boring so HEY! lemme instead tell you some cool things about this accomplishment!

I'm both irritatingly flabbergasted and amazed sometimes at my own weird personality quirk where I am actually quite stubborn and will do things the same way for years, and no one - not even me- can get myself to change it. Until I feel like it then I'll just do a complete 180 overnight like it's no big deal and it's just a natural thing to do. I've had several instances of this happen throughout my life but this time is like wtf even to me lol.

I know I've been silent on here. Cuz pretty much all the art I do is 2D illustrations and comics. Like that's literally my thing. I'm a comic artist. Everyone who knows me knows how passionate I am and always have been about comics. And then kinda suddenly, I just don't want to do it. Like This has Literally What I have Done for My Whole Life. And right now I just... I dun wanna. So what do I do instead during this time?

"Hey, ya know what let's go ahead and get a keyboard right now, which I have not touched for over 15 years since those 7 years of piano lessons as a kid, and reteach myself how to play the instrument, learn a new program to write down music notation, get some proper recording equipment, and make music despite not having any actual proper music writing experience cuz I just feel like it."

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So anyway yeah. That happened. I went straight away working on the melody for this one and used this piece to get re-aquainted with everything and already have another one in the works that will be a lot more ambitious for me. It's fun and cathartic. ahaha

Ok I think that's it for now before my nerves get the best of me.



Lullaby for the Grieving song and lyrics © me