So I been a bit MIA due to personal reasons. I've taken a step back from SL and friends in general to just gather my thoughts and be by myself in this time of grieving. I don't deal with these types of emotions well especially with so many relatives and friends passing away on me.

Due to these emotions and thoughts, I lacked a serious creativity block. I couldn't edit photos like I use too, set up scenes, I let the magazine get outta control so many things were just plaguing me. In the process of all that has occurred I started a new job so I was overwhelmed.

Couple days ago I just stared at myself in the mirror and wasn't happy and on the way to work I just sat in my thoughts listening to music and just thought. Gathered them and took one deep breath and said I was tired of being sad. They would want me to move on and not feel so depressed.

So I started sketching, to get my creative juices going and logged into SL to take a brief profile picture.