A few months ago I had bad anxiety and felt like my head was going to split open.

I thought I might have had a brain tumor.

I half knew that it was anxiety but if I knew for sure it wouldn't be anxiety.
I got it confirmed it was possible for anxiety to make me feel that way, but I couldn't get a blood test.
later I was able to get one and I relaxed a little just knowing I had gotten one. Usual waiting for result to be expected.


I noticed two calls from the same local number that I didn't notice on previous days.
They were around the same time and I thought they might be the doctor trying to deliver bad news.

I tried to wait for the time the calls had came at, but my head started pounding again.

I started painting this around that time, kind of annoyed with myself, I just tried to tell myself 'don't be silly' but I felt like I nearly puked.

I caved and called the number.

telemarketer.

don't be silly.