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I can't be the only one who felt like this. But You know what I found people who did want to love me for who I am. For the longest of times I didnt believe that would be possible. So for anyone out there feeling isolated or cut off because you have this kink. It's gonna be okay.
(also sorry for the wall of text. I'll go stand in the corner now.
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I can't be the only one who felt like this. But You know what I found people who did want to love me for who I am. For the longest of times I didnt believe that would be possible. So for anyone out there feeling isolated or cut off because you have this kink. It's gonna be okay.
(also sorry for the wall of text. I'll go stand in the corner now.
Manda and lure belong to


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Boy can I really relate to your monologue on this page, (not regarding the one night stand part, i’ve decided to wait till I get married before losing my virginity) but everything else that you said in the monologue I felt like I might as well be looking in the mirror. There are times where I’ve wondered what do I do when that day finally comes that I find someone to have a stronger bond with than just my occasional dating I do from time to time. It’s scary to think about having to hide this part of myself from A wife someday, The very thought of it makes me afraid. Fortunately I’m only 28 years old and I’m still just a regular guy with my whole life ahead of me and I can blend in pretty well amongst the so-called “normal” “main stream” people who would never understand the secret world of ABDL but all the same I have had my days where that fear of the future when it comes to finding someone to spend the rest of my life with and always being afraid of them uncovering the metaphorical Paded skeleton in my closet unnerves me deeply.
I'm a big proponent of not hiding that kind of thing from your spouse. There should be a conversation or two about sex in some of the earlier stages of the relationship, and that's where kinks and preferences can be brought up. Even if your partner isn't kinky, they must at least have some things they think are hotter than others that you can try and do for them. If they're so close-minded about kinks that they shame you and/or won't let you indulge in it on your own on occasion, then think long and hard if they're really somebody you want to spend the rest of your life with.
3000X this.
I was married for ten years before fulling 'coming out of the closet' to my wife... hiding it that long was painful and made coming out much much harder than it should have been.
Now I really regret keeping it secret for so long. Not the least of which because I missed out on ten years of diaper changed and being cuddled and lap time!
I was married for ten years before fulling 'coming out of the closet' to my wife... hiding it that long was painful and made coming out much much harder than it should have been.
Now I really regret keeping it secret for so long. Not the least of which because I missed out on ten years of diaper changed and being cuddled and lap time!
First off, I am loving this. Second, I actually understand that feeling quite well. So as u say, it really does help 2 have other like minded people around and supporting u. I even do my best 2 help others feel better about themselves and wut they can do, as we have way 2 much negativity in this world as it is.
“ also sorry for the wall of text. I'll go stand in the corner now.” Hey now, no need 4 that. U r sharing important information here. And with such wonderful art 2 boot.
Though I’M sorry 4 taking up ur time here, I just felt all that needed 2 b said.
Thank u 4 being so awesome. And I hope u have a wonderful day. Or night, depending on where u happen 2 b.
“ also sorry for the wall of text. I'll go stand in the corner now.” Hey now, no need 4 that. U r sharing important information here. And with such wonderful art 2 boot.
Though I’M sorry 4 taking up ur time here, I just felt all that needed 2 b said.
Thank u 4 being so awesome. And I hope u have a wonderful day. Or night, depending on where u happen 2 b.
Hah, yeah I got lucky and dated someone who understood my gender identity stuff early on. I didn't run into someone who gave me grief about my kinkster side until I was in my mid-20s (and man what a mess that relationship was, thank fuck its over.) Lucked out though and met someone wonderful afterwards who genuinely likes that I'm such a weird guy. :P
I'm asexual, yet I understand exactly how Star feels. I'm very much isolated in my own way, never really being able to openly express my ABDL side without trying to hide it from my family. If I had someone to live with who shared my love for diapers, even if the relationship was nothing more than friendship, I'd feel much more comfortable to be myself openly.
I didn't even discover this side of me until after I was married. My husband isn't into it at all, but he's fine with me getting my own onesies and being little on my own time. I actually haven't gone into my little space in a long time now, because I just don't really have a space where I can anymore. My husband sees the onesies as cute and sexy, but little space isn't sexual at all to me, so when he mentions that I'm pulled out like immediately.
Ah, idk why I'm ranting so much.
Tl:Dr I feel the struggle.
Ah, idk why I'm ranting so much.
Tl:Dr I feel the struggle.
I can relate to her worries.
When I was younger I'd hide a lot of myself and then be heartbroken when friends I made found me too weird after I opened up.
Nowadays I keep the craziest parts hidden till I know people well enough, but I don't hide the oddities and quirks I've gotten over the years.
When someone sticks around despite the weirdness, they tend to stick around for a long time.
And if they run as soon as you show the weirdness, then good riddance; heartbreak and wasted time and effort avoided!
Personally, my only issue with having a partner into ageplay, would be that I am terrible with kids, heh..
Rambling aside, I'm glad Star's getting some freedom and can finally be herself.
Best of luck, little Star! <3
When I was younger I'd hide a lot of myself and then be heartbroken when friends I made found me too weird after I opened up.
Nowadays I keep the craziest parts hidden till I know people well enough, but I don't hide the oddities and quirks I've gotten over the years.
When someone sticks around despite the weirdness, they tend to stick around for a long time.
And if they run as soon as you show the weirdness, then good riddance; heartbreak and wasted time and effort avoided!
Personally, my only issue with having a partner into ageplay, would be that I am terrible with kids, heh..
Rambling aside, I'm glad Star's getting some freedom and can finally be herself.
Best of luck, little Star! <3
I've definitely thought about this before. Way before I got onto the internet. I felt like a freak for liking the stuff that I liked. I liked it, but it felt odd for me. Bit I liked it, so I did this stuff in secret. When my family went through my room (for whatever reason still not sure of) They found diapers and coupons and shit in there. I came to them and told them about it and asked if I could still do that stuff in the privacy of my own room and they said no. I cried because they took that stuff and threw it away and made me see a counselor about it. But I early ever talked about it and I wasnt gonna. So when I found out people over the web were into the same thing, I found a ton of people I can relate to and made good friends with. Fast forward to now, I have amazing friends and I'm happy with my life at the moment. ^^ Sorry if this was long, butt I can resonate with this soooo much. Also, LURE PUT YOUR FREAKING SEATBELT ON! >:0
I get this so much, I was so happy when I finally got together with my GF because for once I had a partner who was also an ABDL. This page really resonates with me. I didn't have one night stands though, just several relationships with somewhat more vanilla peeps, or some people with kinks that weren't necessarily compatible.
Awww, how touching~!
And... that's exactly how I felt, nearly word for word Star says in this page.
I'm 26 going on 27 next year and even I'm involved with this whole thing as well. The fact that I have a reputation for lashing out and constantly be hated has potentially forced me to keep the kink hush-hush and exposing it accidentally or purposefully would give those who like to spread nastiness about me that one more reason why I should never be liked.
That is until I find people who are into this same diaper and baby thing that I also feel like I can be free to express my love for it without worrying about what people may think and be nasty about it. And just... be happy about the group of friends I'm with. uwu
And... that's exactly how I felt, nearly word for word Star says in this page.
I'm 26 going on 27 next year and even I'm involved with this whole thing as well. The fact that I have a reputation for lashing out and constantly be hated has potentially forced me to keep the kink hush-hush and exposing it accidentally or purposefully would give those who like to spread nastiness about me that one more reason why I should never be liked.
That is until I find people who are into this same diaper and baby thing that I also feel like I can be free to express my love for it without worrying about what people may think and be nasty about it. And just... be happy about the group of friends I'm with. uwu
I admit.. that this page really got to me. I can totally relate because I didn't know anyone was local in my home town that was into this. It is scary and exciting at the same time. I tried to hide that side of me for a long time. I 'left' it but my depression got worse because of that. So if I can offer you advice, be yourself no matter what. Don't worry about what others think. It took me a long time to know that and I am still battling that. I am still learning about myself in the abdl lifestyle.
Confidence is what needed here. <3 Thank you for showing so many aspects of the lifestyle just in this comic. You are a great artist and awesome baby storyteller!
Confidence is what needed here. <3 Thank you for showing so many aspects of the lifestyle just in this comic. You are a great artist and awesome baby storyteller!
Yikes... If I can offer a criticism, although the words are pretty profound, walls of text like that are probably better off splitting over multiple panels if you can help it. You probably know more about artwork than I do, but I think it would really help to be more succinct there, or perhaps be more realistic and show Star's emotions as she speaks.
I understand you don't probably don't want to draw any more panels than you have to, but It would be pretty jarring if you were reading a physical comic book just to see a paragraph of dialogue, don't you think?
I understand you don't probably don't want to draw any more panels than you have to, but It would be pretty jarring if you were reading a physical comic book just to see a paragraph of dialogue, don't you think?
I have been interacting with someone from an ABDL forum. Before we met
we set the rules. Nothing sexual as Im purely an ageregressor. Theres
nothing sexual in it for me as an ace.
And it became clear to me over our last meetup that he cant respect that.
He was acting VERY.. aroused. And I unfortunately have to cut him off.
Im sad because i thought I found someone but I have to keep looking.
we set the rules. Nothing sexual as Im purely an ageregressor. Theres
nothing sexual in it for me as an ace.
And it became clear to me over our last meetup that he cant respect that.
He was acting VERY.. aroused. And I unfortunately have to cut him off.
Im sad because i thought I found someone but I have to keep looking.
Star...you don't know how much I relate to this.
I constantly wish I could find someone who would be willing to care for me like I have written in my story world, yet I'm so scared to be open fully about it...I mean yeah I talk to folks about my story world, but I've never told them that I want that life for myself and want to be cared for that way....
so yeah... Love your comic though.
I constantly wish I could find someone who would be willing to care for me like I have written in my story world, yet I'm so scared to be open fully about it...I mean yeah I talk to folks about my story world, but I've never told them that I want that life for myself and want to be cared for that way....
so yeah... Love your comic though.
15 year old who is dealing with bullying here (thankfully they don't know about this). Tbh, this is the only place and way that I can remind myself that there are others around the world that feel the same way I do.... and if this wasn't here, I don't know what state I would be in at all.
Little ol' me is sitting here in my room, in a diapie and my onesie with a binky in my mouth, crying reading this. This is so relatable to me, it's like it was taken out of my head. I'm gonna be 28 in a couple of months, and up until 9 months ago, I hadn't been in a relationship since those silly high-school relationships. I've known that I was a little at heart since I was 20, and for years I had convinced myself that I'd be alone forever. It really made me feel like everything was meaningless, seeing as how I'd never have anyone to share life with, due in part to being a "weird guy who acts like a baby". It took a serious toll on my mental health. Then, lo and behold, when I was at my lowest, I happened to start chatting with someone online. I'm usually hesitant to mention my little side, as the people I'd mention it to before that would immediately block me. However, I blurted it out within an hour of talking with him. Then, for some reason... He didn't run away. He told me that he found it adorable, and that every baby needs a mommy or daddy. I started bawling from the unbearable weight that was lifted off of me in that moment. We talked every day, and then met up a week later. When I got to his house, I was greeted by seeing what was on his bed; a onesie, binkies, diapers, and most importantly, my teddy bear (I named him Mr Danger). I sat there bawling while he held me, assuring that everything would be okay. Almost a year later, and he was right; everything has been okay since then. I really hope that we will get married, but regardless, I will always be there for him, and he'll always be there for me <3 this is the best comic I've ever read. Thank you so much BabyStar. It really is something special.
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