An update of a work of mine from a few years back, a reflection of who I am now and who I was then...

It could easily be said that I am NOT the person I used to be.

Granted, that's just a fact of the way time works. *snerks* Not being pedantic, just cutting off the pedantic ass who points that out in the comments section. *chuckles*

This is very true though, I'm not. Neither of us are. Knowing you, mi ardilla, our relationship has changed the both of us. The lives we've lived and the people we've been- ESPECIALLY given the extreme circumstances of the last few months- have altered the way we both see the world. Over such a relatively short time, the last year and a half, I have challenged you- you have challenged me. As alike as we both are, in some ways we've differed and those differences have clashed, broken off little bits and altered the way we roll, the way we traverse through life.

I don't see the world the same way any longer. I can't. *head tilts, smiling* That's not a bad thing, either.

I know I'm a better person. I'm definitely a better Satanist. I'd like to think I'll be a decent mum as well.

I am who I am now for all the things I've done, right or wrong, the mistakes I've made, the times I got back up, the times I'm still struggling to do so. I let some people down and I'm still trying to forgive myself for those hurts. I stood up for what was right in some cases and I'm proud of myself for that- encouraging others to do so as I move forward. I care more, about the people in my life, the messages I put into the world and the change I can affect upon the world- I OWN that. I and I alone am responsible for what I do and have done.

In whole or in part, this is thanks to knowing and loving you,  Sanita_Squirrel I love you, mi reina. I may not have that much longer that I burn on this earth but while I do, It will be that much brighter for having shared our lives.


Celebrate your life, lovely watcher. Celebrate your love. Enjoy the beauty and power that is the blood in your veins as it screams at you to do what you know must be done. Love yourselves and love one another. Bow to no god or master- as they will never love you. Hail thyself and Hail Satan.