She had forgotten what it was like to love.
And then there he was.

It was slow at first, hardly even noticeable, comforting was his presence, and his voice.

He saw her, she saw him.
How pleasant was this feeling?


She'll never get the years back.

the ones too foggy to remember.

Her family remind her to get help- that the doctors and the testing and all the treatment in the world could make everything clear again. Of this fact, She has never been sure.

She doesn't know how to speak without stories.

She hasn't found the time to understand her past without a licensed therapist wanting to know more about the person in her tale rather than the way she was speaking. She has never gone through a day without going through her checklist of reasons for the fog- a list of things that remind her of the past she seems to keep forgetting. a list of all the things that she sometimes does not think are real.

But she keeps thinking of you.

They are so real. so real- She has to stop and catch her breath in between each item on it.

He was real.

But all the breathing in the world won’t bring them back. Her friends remind her of the moments. the moments they can never forget and the ones she is desperate to remember.

And all of the breathing in the world won't bring him back to her.

She longs for the nights when they belonged to each other, but now she has a hard time remembering them.

Was he ever her's
Did he ever want to be?

She had loved him far too long to give up on him.

But how would she keep going when he would not return the love and affection she desired?

Never choose someone who doesn’t meet the communication that you deserve. Connection is passion.


She longs for a person that does not exist.

The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too

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Akira belongs to me
Art is by  pocketcookie