Wanted to try something different with my style.

I'm not what I'd call a spiritual person in the least, so when I hear people say being alive is magic incarnate, I feel anxiety from my confusion. I understand the massive statistics against my existence- -it's like 1 in 6 trillion that I could even exist, but that seems more like happenstance than magic.

But I don't want to be like this. I want to see the magic too. Because maybe then... maybe then I wouldn't feel like it's all a worthless imposition to live and want to die, only to be afraid to off myself.

I cry for help with my stylus into an empty void... but he, he has ears for me.