i've been denied the right to see my mother before she passes.
there arent words
her husband said if i want to see her i must
"tell everyone i was lying about him raping me and apologize to him"
like hes holding the last time ill ever see my mother as rad-some.

//news flash i didnt lie but i dont think i have to say that, people who dont do those things dont tend to act like this//


im very distraught right now.
thankfully i hae a therapist appointment in a few days..