Tot and i had a fight before ..And i guess that i should explain why it happened ...

I hadnt been talking to her for about a week
Reasons:
I had a friend come back into my life lately who wants to be with me - i took him to dinner and tried to explain that i was in a happy relationship already, dropped the engaged word several times and talked non stop about Bolt and Tot..He didnt seem to get it..

The second reason is that ..Well, Tot is going into the Air Force and ..im scared for her. I mean, i understand that its a great thing for her country and all that but ..She is going to be coming closer, which is nice, but still.. I worry ..I dont want anything to happen to her or for her to go overseas ..

I know its selfish of me and we fought and ..I just hope that this will be enough to make her see how sorry i am.

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