Because spending 6 years suffering for a 3 year study is beyond words that can describe how frustrating it is. I don't feel like I got what I worked for. I've done more but got less, far less. Working fast is seen as a better quality than working precisely. It's difficult to stay motivated when i'm treated like trash.
I wish I could get back the years, recover from the permanent physical and mental damage this study caused me. I want it back, all I got is this lousy diploma that's barely worth anything. When will this stupid bachelor pay off all the hard work I put into it, all the years, all the damage it did to my body? I don't even get a moment to feel relieved before life bullshits me with more misfortune. Will I ever get a moment where I can feel happy about myself?

If it's one thing I learned it's that no matter how hard I work, there's always something that will go wrong! I want it to stop!
I want to be successful!