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I’m not going to go into much detail about this...but when past relationships dies and turns into friendships, and when even that friendship dies, it makes me feel like i’m mourning. I know I care too much sometimes, but when I think of someone as family I truly care for them. To have to let them go is necessary but unbearable.
I hope tomorrow will be better, and that I don’t back down and go back to them. I hope that I wake up and not feel like complete and utter shit about myself. Everyone around me told me it was abusive...and I didn’t want to believe it until now. I keep wondering what I’ve done to make things turn out this way, and no matter how much I tried to be more accommodating, allowing myself to be pressured in the past, I just...I don’t know how I didn’t see it sooner.
I’m not going to deviate from my passion anymore. This person monopolised my time so much that I felt bad for doing Commission work (they would tell me not to ‘work so hard’ even though I love what I do and feel so blessed to be able to do it.) They just wanted me constantly, and was, as my friends put it, playing the long game to get what they want...and they never got it thank goodness. As soon as I couldn’t give them what they wanted I didn’t hear from them for a long time. The only interactions were rudeness. I don’t know why I still care about them...but i’m sure over time i’ll move on.
I’m just so glad I have you guys and that I’m still alive and surrounded by family, friends and animals that love me.
I just want to say some special thank you to
Emryn , 
StillUndecided , 
TouchScalyTail and 
yt937 for all that you guys do~
I thought I’d put this energy into something productive, so here’s a speedpaint too~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czQUj5krcOs&feature=youtu.be
Talk soon! Now that this chapter is finally closing, and I now have the motivation to get my health back on track, i’m already pushing through a bunch of commissions. So stay tuned for yours! It’ll be coming real soon. And sorry for the rant post, just needed to vent a little. I’ll be back with something a lot more positive, I promise!
I hope tomorrow will be better, and that I don’t back down and go back to them. I hope that I wake up and not feel like complete and utter shit about myself. Everyone around me told me it was abusive...and I didn’t want to believe it until now. I keep wondering what I’ve done to make things turn out this way, and no matter how much I tried to be more accommodating, allowing myself to be pressured in the past, I just...I don’t know how I didn’t see it sooner.
I’m not going to deviate from my passion anymore. This person monopolised my time so much that I felt bad for doing Commission work (they would tell me not to ‘work so hard’ even though I love what I do and feel so blessed to be able to do it.) They just wanted me constantly, and was, as my friends put it, playing the long game to get what they want...and they never got it thank goodness. As soon as I couldn’t give them what they wanted I didn’t hear from them for a long time. The only interactions were rudeness. I don’t know why I still care about them...but i’m sure over time i’ll move on.
I’m just so glad I have you guys and that I’m still alive and surrounded by family, friends and animals that love me.
I just want to say some special thank you to
Emryn , 
StillUndecided , 
TouchScalyTail and 
yt937 for all that you guys do~I thought I’d put this energy into something productive, so here’s a speedpaint too~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czQUj5krcOs&feature=youtu.be
Talk soon! Now that this chapter is finally closing, and I now have the motivation to get my health back on track, i’m already pushing through a bunch of commissions. So stay tuned for yours! It’ll be coming real soon. And sorry for the rant post, just needed to vent a little. I’ll be back with something a lot more positive, I promise!
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I can relate to this i had so many abusive friends to the point i had to change my feelings towards them I cared too much to but sometimes you have to remove the bad people in your life for you to be well and happy i know it's hard i have done it a few times already, but if it's hurting you to the point of lossing motivation then you should have friend who loves and accepts you for who you are and what you dream of doing people like them are selfish only wanting their needs and not think of others you know. I wish you the best in life and know that you have friends who really care about you and try to not think of the bad you'll forget about then eventually.
You do an amazing job don't let others stop you from doing what you enjoy okay they should have been supportive of you, to keep you motivated nya!
You do an amazing job don't let others stop you from doing what you enjoy okay they should have been supportive of you, to keep you motivated nya!
Thank you so much for your kindness. I'm so lucky to have someone like you too. I woke up this morning relieved until I saw a message from him basically blaming me for a lot of serious things and for being 'hostile'. Like, sure, i'm not perfect but I can't see how this is solely me fault...Thank you again for giving me hope for the future. I feel a lot better now~
I know exactly how you feel it hurts to be blamed for things but I know you're a good person who just ends up being with the bad people don't let them blame you like that just ignore them some people can't take the blame on themselves even they did something bad they throw that on others because they couldn't give them what they wanted. You know a simple sorry could fix a lot of things and understand each other's feelings so they can be a better person but at this point I wouldn't accept them even if they say sorry it's just how they masked themselves just be careful on who you met don't accept them back in your life again you're better off being happy than being sad again.
Also don't blame yourself if you feel like you're being yourself then that's what matters the most don't let toxic people get into your head okay.
Remember to smile everything will be alright as long you don't change yourself for others unless it's for a good reason but never change your passion.
Also don't blame yourself if you feel like you're being yourself then that's what matters the most don't let toxic people get into your head okay.
Remember to smile everything will be alright as long you don't change yourself for others unless it's for a good reason but never change your passion.
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