I did.

i dont watch meerkat manor but i saw part of an episode once... was a horrible bit as well after meerkats from a rival gang or group (i dont remember the name of what they refer to their groups as) managed to get into the tunnel where 2 baby meerkats were.... 1 got lucky but the other was taken away and ripped to shreds..
that really got to me and i immediatly changed the channel

but as for crying... no i didnt i cant seem to anymore cus after having lost so many pets and a few relatives its as if my eyes have dried up... whenever i feel like i wud cry insted my face jus goes blank

You pretty much saw a good sample of how that shows works. You'll be watching it and be like, "Oh, look at those meerkats doing cute meerkat things and playing and... OMG! THEY JUST KILLED THAT BABY AND A SNAKE ATE THAT ONE AND NOW THEY'RE TEARING EACH OTHER APART!" *curl up in a ball, sobbing*

I also know how that immunity to tragedy thing works. I used to raise rats and that ends up with sadness every 3 years or so at the best times...