Playground school bell rings again,
Rain clouds come to play again,
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to,
Hello...

If I smile and don't believe,
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream,
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken,
Hello, I'm the lie, living for you so you can hide,
I don´t cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,
Hello, I'm still here,
All that's left of yesterday...

Evanecence - Hello

I listened that song while doing this. It tells how I feel right now. At the same time I'm angry, sad, I miss someone but don't know if I want to see him again. I imagined him there, those curled branches are pulling him down, nile him down and never let him go, and those branches grows because what he has done.

But when I put my anger down for a while, I feel like I'm there, in the dark alone. Those Branches holds me down, and this misery is my darkness which surrounds me.

and Why is he all cold colored but his eyes?
His eyes are warm, but what he did was cold and cruel. I feel like it.
If that's me, it means that I see people loving each others but I can't feel the warm feeling anymore.