5 days : Heh i remember my master talking to me often about zhat time, said when i was born i was creeping him out. While zhe others were busy puking and aimlessly stare at zhe ground or ceiling. I was pointing at him, as if i knew somezhing about him , a deep secret. Said he often feared i could read mind and know what he was doing it , or what he did.... I to zhis day wishes to know what he meant.


2 month: Master said he would spray me wizh water each time i pointed at him, so i would stop. Said i had zhe eyes of a killer, and while zhe ozher were playing, i would never leave my stare from him. He held his tongue but i am sure he wanted to kill me for zhat, said he had to lock his door and windows in fear i would kill him.. hehehe. . Good to know i feel zhe same today.. ya grey bearded fucker...


5 months : Master tested us all, kept zhe smartest in a separate room so zhey were not influenced by zhe stupid. Me and Zenyar were zhe only one who shown human like smartness, he gave me even my own little friend since i was alone in my room. Mister wiggles, my baxxid plushy zhat kept me company through so much, now... well he burned wizh zhe rest of zhe village. Doesn't matter now, i got my own bug friend now, and she can crush skulls like grapes, good old Lemon zhe indrel hehe.


1 year: My piercings and under zhe eyes black dye. Was zhe time i even began wearing makeup and nail polish, it was also zhis time i was treated less like a smart child and more like a slave. I had to learn so much in so little time, each time i failed he would prevent me from sleeping or eating. Guess in a way i became good at crafting zhanks to zhat... zhough i wish i had a bloody choice in zhe matter.


2 years: My trainning was going well, we were also forced to work at a mine because master said it was zhe only way zhe non yinglets would allow us to stay zhere. Gazher ore for zhem, get no reward in return, until zhe day i was just entering zhe mine with many. I heard a odd noise behind me, zhen it was too late. Zhe bomb exploded, ripped off a piece of my face, destroyed my eye and ear. Zhen rocks fell on my leg... zhat i had to cut off to be free. Zhe pain and zhe lost of such limb... i miss it. We searched a way out and could feel a breeze at an area we dug, we spent a day breaking zhe walls to find a way out. Many died, and zhe rest were just as broken as me.

Zhankfully i learned so much, i even was making fake limbs for my brozhers who often lost zheir, my limb are tough but some of zhem.. zhey snap like twigs. Master was gone, we were alone and infuriated, zhe villager told us to leave, so we did, after we blew zhe fuckers up while zhey were all asleep. Zhe screams , zhey were music to my ears.


After zhat i spent my life aimlessly wandering wizh my remaning brozhers, i found a spot to hide but was too focus on arming myself, my brozhers eizher left, or join me in my raids and died for being too stupid to handle bombs. I had no master, no family, no home... I knew somehow zhat if i was to live, i needed to study zhe world, learn how zhe outside world was, my master taught me nozhing, i was like a soldier ordered to kill not to zhink.


4 years: Here i am now, matriarch of my very own enclave, i spent my years searching new knowledge, zhen found my patriarch all across zhe land zhat were more zhan willing to aid me. I gave zhem a purpose, zhey gave me a home and people to govern. Zhough i would still aimlessly kill innocent, i had to stop after zhe yinglet worshiping zhe moon came. He was in a way helpful and a pain in my ass, but zhanks to him i put my murdering days on ice until i am a more mature person.


Who would have taught Neeva zhe tool, Neeva zhe female forced to do so much in so little by an insane human, would be still alive to fly from her own wings today. Best of all Zenyar survived, he is my only brozher now . I had Zal but zhe bastard betrayed us, i opened zhe egg when i was young because he could not free himself. Master slapped me hard in zhe face and crushed zhe ozher eggs that did not hatch before i allow zhe ''weak'' to live among zhe ''strong''.



Gave my bloody life for him, me him and Zenyar were the best friends and family. When i asked bozh to seek help and save us from zhe madman, Zal Promised to not let me down, we even Ripped eachozhers shelltooth and made a pendant as a promise to see eachother soon. He left Zenyar to rot and joined zhe Dal Komor army. I should have killed him zhe last time i saw him! I should have!! But.... Now he will remain alive , so will my master until i am ready and my tools are advanced enough for my own war.


I want to fight so zhat my species can live wizhout being mistreated like rats in zhe streets, For fuck sake, my female Zito, zhey cut her limbs and ears off, zhey kept putting zhe limbs on a fire zhey made to sear the wound shut. I heard her screams, and zhe teenagers died horribly, one managed to grab me and restrained my on zhe ground, he did not expect my poisoned oiled switch blade gauntlet zhat went through his stupid little neck.


She refused to live, i spend so long to change her mind i almost felt like a.... mozher. She slowly was willing to give life anozher chance, and i am grateful for zhat. She even manage to seduce a male and laid eggs, she will grow to become a vital person for zhe enclave. Speaking of which... prehaps i should contribute too? Vandrid did so much for me, for all of us, i zhink zhe big boy deserve what he wanted all along hehehe, zhe pretty purple lady of deazh.

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art and Neeva belongs to me


Yinglet species belongs to  valsalia