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I don't want to post sad stuff here but I need to let it out.
One day... this will end. But when? Loneliness has been following me for my whole life. During my school years, college, even work. Going outside, I'm always by myself and got no one to hang out with but myself. I never understood why... why does this always happen? These heartbreaks and loneliness. One day this will kill me for sure. I'm gonna sound stupid but... Unless there's an angel who comes down to me... she'll change my life forever. It's not my fault I was too nice, it's not my fault for being a gentleman. Being nice, always finish last, that's how I see it.
I've been driving endlessly when the weather got warmer and hotter. I've seen so much people hanging out in the city. These young folks about my age are hanging out together, friends are getting to know each one another. While I'm just sitting in my cab... driving and slaving to these people. I take them places where they eat and drink and party. Me, I just drive... drive 10 hours a day, everyday. I meet a lot of people but nothing really happens. The only thing happens to me is people threatening me or treating me like a total nobody. Am I a joke to everyone? Is that it? I got so many questions and so many unanswered.
One day... this will end. But when? Loneliness has been following me for my whole life. During my school years, college, even work. Going outside, I'm always by myself and got no one to hang out with but myself. I never understood why... why does this always happen? These heartbreaks and loneliness. One day this will kill me for sure. I'm gonna sound stupid but... Unless there's an angel who comes down to me... she'll change my life forever. It's not my fault I was too nice, it's not my fault for being a gentleman. Being nice, always finish last, that's how I see it.
I've been driving endlessly when the weather got warmer and hotter. I've seen so much people hanging out in the city. These young folks about my age are hanging out together, friends are getting to know each one another. While I'm just sitting in my cab... driving and slaving to these people. I take them places where they eat and drink and party. Me, I just drive... drive 10 hours a day, everyday. I meet a lot of people but nothing really happens. The only thing happens to me is people threatening me or treating me like a total nobody. Am I a joke to everyone? Is that it? I got so many questions and so many unanswered.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / My Little Pony / Brony
Species Pony
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It's ok man, I know how you feel. There was once a time when I almost committed suicide.
This was back in 2011 when I was in high school I meet a nice person online. (I'm not going to say names) She was a very kind person who she and I fall in love and it was my somewhat first time being in love. But little did I know she wound almost make me feel worst. I think it was in late July when I got a email from her telling me that she feel out of love with me. It really hurt my feels and broke my heart that She said that. I felt so sad and so hurt I just felt like nothing I did was good. I when into a deep depression. I was so upset that you know how flat a penny is laying on its side? I came that closes to committed suicide. Where I live there is a Railroad track that leads to the mainline were fast trains run. I was going to Drive out there wait for a train to come then I stand on the track. Let the train hit me and them boom all my troubles be over.
The only things that stopped me was I asked myself "Is it really worth it?" and looking back at it know I realized that if I had done it. I wound have made a lot of people as sad and depressed as I was. Since that day I never thought about committed suicide ever again.
It's ok to feel sadness your human. But just remember when someone says to try and think positive. It don't mean you haft to think that all the time. But know that better days are coming.
This was back in 2011 when I was in high school I meet a nice person online. (I'm not going to say names) She was a very kind person who she and I fall in love and it was my somewhat first time being in love. But little did I know she wound almost make me feel worst. I think it was in late July when I got a email from her telling me that she feel out of love with me. It really hurt my feels and broke my heart that She said that. I felt so sad and so hurt I just felt like nothing I did was good. I when into a deep depression. I was so upset that you know how flat a penny is laying on its side? I came that closes to committed suicide. Where I live there is a Railroad track that leads to the mainline were fast trains run. I was going to Drive out there wait for a train to come then I stand on the track. Let the train hit me and them boom all my troubles be over.
The only things that stopped me was I asked myself "Is it really worth it?" and looking back at it know I realized that if I had done it. I wound have made a lot of people as sad and depressed as I was. Since that day I never thought about committed suicide ever again.
It's ok to feel sadness your human. But just remember when someone says to try and think positive. It don't mean you haft to think that all the time. But know that better days are coming.
I really wish I could type something nice, but I'm out of words. Once after while I chat with friend from Poland and he is down since we first met online years ago, for same reason. I really hope both of you will soon find great girls that will brighten your life.
Of course not just you two, but everybody here
Of course not just you two, but everybody here
*pat your shoulder* i think i understand how you feel pal. . . i been lonely to well i nthe love way . . i dont have a girlfriends because well seems some girl like more a handsome guy wiht money and carisma i think well i dont hope to find any girl maybe whe ni older but hey dont feel bad you not the only one when i work making copies anc copies and printing stuff i see the people comign some are in pairs other alone and sometimes i wonder how would have feel if iwas like them whe ni was younger but i know i cant return to that but keep going wiht life and keep doin what i do somethign good will come to you eventually
I know that feel... I'm pretty much in the same boat: driving lots of people to lots of different places but in the end still feeling lonely and loveless.
They say you gotta get out there and meet people, but as you see yourself, just simply meeting people isn't enough; making something click between you and another person is also a requirement. Not everybody can do that and too many people just don't understand that. It's just hard for a lot of people.
They say you gotta get out there and meet people, but as you see yourself, just simply meeting people isn't enough; making something click between you and another person is also a requirement. Not everybody can do that and too many people just don't understand that. It's just hard for a lot of people.
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