When none of the nurses were looking, Neeva with a smirk grabbed a roll of bandages they recovered from one of her raid and she ran to her Private chamber laughing like a child. She grabs a dagger and sat in front of a broken mirror taken from another raid that luckily did not shatter from the explosion.. well fully shattered.


She began wrapping her scar on her stomach and on her neck she received recently and smiled doing so, but in the reflection there was still a scar she never dared hiding before. With high curiosity she hid her burned side of her face, and she was simply amazed by the result. She felt silly after all theses years, that leaving her face as it was for all to see would be better than hide it, but her kin would poke her face or glass eye all the time.


She made sure no one was around before talking to her reflection with 2 voices, an attempt to sound like a male, and her normal voice.


'' male'' Look at zhe pretty purple one, she is so sexy i wanna marry her


''normal'' hahaha silly silly boys, i will not marry any of you, you must prove your worzh .


''male'' anyzhing for zhe best matiarch of zhem all yes yes! We do anyzhing.



''normal'' oh please you'll make me blush~ oh well if you cannot remove your eyes from my beauty, zhen fight for my love, i shall not mate for weak pazhetic males.


''male'' yes ma'am! anyzhing for you!


She began making the sound of multiple male fighting, doing sound effect of weapon clashing, before using the same male voice.


''male'' are you not entertained?! Have i not proven myself enough? I am more zhan worzhy!


''normal'' yes yes you have my love! Come here and kiss zhe mighty Matriarch!


She blushes as her self roleplay was about to reach its climax before a guard shouted from outside her quarter that a visitor wished to speak to her. She snapped out of the fantasy with shame in her eyes.


''normal'' sorry my love but..


''male'' shhh no need, duty calls as always, you truly are zhe best.....


''normal'' guh.... I really really need to socialize more... Still i am a damn fine specimen, yes yes i am hehehe.

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All knows Neeva as either the menacing bomb maniac wearing a mask, or an anti social female who rather keep away from being near crowded area. None has yet to catch her many fantasy and other childish roleplay she does where she mocks all yinglet and believe to be better.


If only someone or something would snap her out of this vicious cycle, its only a matter of time before she will be force to wake up and do her actual job as matriarch, and stop denying being a yinglet like the others.

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Art and Neeva belongs to me


Yinglet species belongs to  valsalia