even though my pride month started out super fucking shitty with insults, being belittled, and my insurance fucking me over so my hormones will have to be pushed even longer.. it's all gucci
because im glad to have finally found myself.. or well... to where i feel good about my identity... aside from the physical part... oof. that really needs some work
i always considered myself the "masculine lesbian" but never knew really knew anything about being trans and or that it existed. but i soon found to be a part of that...
a little bit of an embarrassing thing is... when i was really young i used to pray to god wishing and hoping that he'd allow me to have a man's body. i told him i know id be happy and feel more confident and id fit the role better than with the body i did have. oof i later stopped because of how ridiculous it felt and sounded. (lived in a very old fashioned home.. oof)
never knew there was a way to truly match who i was inside.. to the outside
even though i am kinda new still to being in the trans community and finding out that i was trans, I did always feel like i was more of a nasty man than a nasty woman.. id LOVE to have a fat guy's body than mine. GOD, I AM A FAT MAN! and it'd be the best feeling to HAVE that body lol
I get all overjoyed over being called Jordan and when people use he and they with me.
though i still have issues with calling myself a man sometimes. I get this guilty feeling and feel i dont have the right to because of the body i currently have.. but that's what my therapy is for. to help me get over these feeling
ANYWAYS, i hope everyone else is having a better time and feeling great
we still have a few more weeks to celebrate being all sorts of lgbtqia++++
<3
because im glad to have finally found myself.. or well... to where i feel good about my identity... aside from the physical part... oof. that really needs some work
i always considered myself the "masculine lesbian" but never knew really knew anything about being trans and or that it existed. but i soon found to be a part of that...
a little bit of an embarrassing thing is... when i was really young i used to pray to god wishing and hoping that he'd allow me to have a man's body. i told him i know id be happy and feel more confident and id fit the role better than with the body i did have. oof i later stopped because of how ridiculous it felt and sounded. (lived in a very old fashioned home.. oof)
never knew there was a way to truly match who i was inside.. to the outside
even though i am kinda new still to being in the trans community and finding out that i was trans, I did always feel like i was more of a nasty man than a nasty woman.. id LOVE to have a fat guy's body than mine. GOD, I AM A FAT MAN! and it'd be the best feeling to HAVE that body lol
I get all overjoyed over being called Jordan and when people use he and they with me.
though i still have issues with calling myself a man sometimes. I get this guilty feeling and feel i dont have the right to because of the body i currently have.. but that's what my therapy is for. to help me get over these feeling
ANYWAYS, i hope everyone else is having a better time and feeling great
we still have a few more weeks to celebrate being all sorts of lgbtqia++++
<3
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I somewhat understand your struggle a lot. My SO struggles with her dysphoria a lot as well, so I see how it effects her and everything. Don't feel ashamed to call yourself a man, just because of the body you have. You're already more of a man than any of the bigots that try to say otherwise!
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