Hopeless. [Vent]
Depression and anxiety sucks sometimes...Whenever my fiance is down, I always think it's my fault and I can't help it even though it's not it.
I'll be having a great time, then all of a sudden I feel this weight and I want to cry, and I don't want to talk to anyone about it because I feel it's insignificant and that I'm just going to be a burden. I don't know how to stop.
Art and Ford are mine.
I'll be having a great time, then all of a sudden I feel this weight and I want to cry, and I don't want to talk to anyone about it because I feel it's insignificant and that I'm just going to be a burden. I don't know how to stop.
Art and Ford are mine.
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Hey, sinnamon-bun Just wanting to post here and give you a little help on how to look forward.
I was a soldier and I did my time serving 8 years in the U.S.Army feeling like my body is almost broken most of the time.
I went to school had my Technical college paid off thanks to my Post 9/11 bill and had a few days I didn't get to eat. I worked hard for these Certifications that proved I was a Welder. I came home to my mom's house and started there trying to find work. Every Welding job I had I was canned after a Month. I worked really hard trying to prove myself but every job just didn't want me.
I was losing hope I was soon forced out of my mom's place, got a room apartment, I struggled and finally, I found a job! I now work at a Woodshop that is family owned since 1900, the boss gave me a chance and I worked hard and I am still working there doing jobs people would get bored doing.
I am alone myself and every day I challenge myself to not think about being alone, sad, alone. If I do I often look towards some of those that inspire people. Because in reality, you're never alone this world is full of people.
Life is always hard because life is never easy. We were never taught that in school, they never showed us how to prepare for life outside of it.
Just know there are always people that care! No one wants to see someone in pain, and sometimes even reach the point no one can return form. You are stressed I get it, but your alive and breathing now. You have to push your way through this depression like the soaking wet trench I had to crawl through. It sucks it's rough and sucks more, but by the end, I hope you feel good about yourself. You got skills I wish I had been able to draw like you, having the money to get a digital tablet to draw, but you have one! Its why I added you to my favorites.
We humans always look at the negative parts of life, but never the good parts about it. That is what you need to think about...
Some links of those I idolize that helped me push forward.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SYPpIEENXA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiM8mrhqDQo
On a funny note, I still hope you will get my commission done sometime :p
I was a soldier and I did my time serving 8 years in the U.S.Army feeling like my body is almost broken most of the time.
I went to school had my Technical college paid off thanks to my Post 9/11 bill and had a few days I didn't get to eat. I worked hard for these Certifications that proved I was a Welder. I came home to my mom's house and started there trying to find work. Every Welding job I had I was canned after a Month. I worked really hard trying to prove myself but every job just didn't want me.
I was losing hope I was soon forced out of my mom's place, got a room apartment, I struggled and finally, I found a job! I now work at a Woodshop that is family owned since 1900, the boss gave me a chance and I worked hard and I am still working there doing jobs people would get bored doing.
I am alone myself and every day I challenge myself to not think about being alone, sad, alone. If I do I often look towards some of those that inspire people. Because in reality, you're never alone this world is full of people.
Life is always hard because life is never easy. We were never taught that in school, they never showed us how to prepare for life outside of it.
Just know there are always people that care! No one wants to see someone in pain, and sometimes even reach the point no one can return form. You are stressed I get it, but your alive and breathing now. You have to push your way through this depression like the soaking wet trench I had to crawl through. It sucks it's rough and sucks more, but by the end, I hope you feel good about yourself. You got skills I wish I had been able to draw like you, having the money to get a digital tablet to draw, but you have one! Its why I added you to my favorites.
We humans always look at the negative parts of life, but never the good parts about it. That is what you need to think about...
Some links of those I idolize that helped me push forward.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SYPpIEENXA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiM8mrhqDQo
On a funny note, I still hope you will get my commission done sometime :p
-runs over and gives you a big hug-
I feel you buddy. I’ve been there myself. Please know that you and so many others have helped me out of those thoughts and continue to help keep those thoughts at bay. It’s one of the reasons why you and many others are my inspirations.
Wishing you all the best buddy.
I feel you buddy. I’ve been there myself. Please know that you and so many others have helped me out of those thoughts and continue to help keep those thoughts at bay. It’s one of the reasons why you and many others are my inspirations.
Wishing you all the best buddy.
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