12/3/06. Never again
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead
You'll realize what you did to me
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took out
No, I won't let it go
Douse myself in gasoline
So don't save me when you come into the fire
I'd rather die than have to see your smile
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away
You made me swear
You made me swear
I, I can't sleep
Realize all these things that you took from me
Smash my heart, you made me swear
Into dust, you made me swear
Suffocate my mind, you made me swear
Tear at me from inside, you made me swear
Smash apart what you created
How can I ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was yours, it was yours, yours to begin with

All I can think of is my love for you
And all the fun times we shared together
As I end what I created
And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away