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But does it really?
What about the mind? Doesn't the heart need the mind to be able to beat?
To pump blood into the body? To let us know when we are afraid...or near death?
I was so angered by those words...I didn't understand them at all. How could something so fragile...something that is difficult to replace be the only thing that keeps me here?
I didn't understand the notion at first. Of course I didn't. Because my heart did stop beating for so long. Until recently.
It was painful. But beautiful all at the same time.
It was a complete shock to me...but, it was expected in due time.
Could something that stayed idle for so long...for so very long...be able to do that?
Or...was it something that happened overtime?
How?
Why?
Was it a stranger that showed me kindness before that did this to me? Was it my focus on my personal inspirations?
What was it?
How did this happen?
I honestly do not know. Feeling these emotions that I do...
The ones that give me the courage to continue amidst the darkness that threatens to ravage my body. The ones that remind me that I am still me. And even the feelings that take me back to my youth. The time in which I was completely new and inexperienced in the concepts and musings of 'love.'
Yes, they were painful. Those beats. They echoed harshly in my body. But they served as a reminder that yes, I am still here.
My emotions...are still here.
My soul, is indeed still here.
There are those however, that may not be able to feel the same. Or if they do...they were harden with cracks that go on and on without a care.
Perhaps I can help. Perhaps I can show these "emotions" to those that need it.
What will that do?
I don't know.
Should I worry?
No.
Time is fleeting. It's not endless. Not here anyway.
Instead of spending my time, feeling afraid of..."this." I will let it grow. I will show kindness.
I will keep my heart here. And wait for those that need it with it fully intact and strong.
Future friends. Future lovers. Future fun.
For anyone that may need it.
A thought about what
replied with when I vented on twitter. I was pissed off at first. Like you have no idea. (Not you, the words...) I took time however to reflect on it. How I was feeling. And so, I decided to do this piece. Because really, this is really what is keeping me here. I really. REALLY. have to stop doing that. The venting. On twitter. Ugh...
But really. Thank you. For taking the time to reply with that. It really made me think.
And more "💙" towards the few that I shared my kind words to. It's extremely hard for me to do this in general.
But when I do.
I mean every word.
What about the mind? Doesn't the heart need the mind to be able to beat?
To pump blood into the body? To let us know when we are afraid...or near death?
I was so angered by those words...I didn't understand them at all. How could something so fragile...something that is difficult to replace be the only thing that keeps me here?
I didn't understand the notion at first. Of course I didn't. Because my heart did stop beating for so long. Until recently.
It was painful. But beautiful all at the same time.
It was a complete shock to me...but, it was expected in due time.
Could something that stayed idle for so long...for so very long...be able to do that?
Or...was it something that happened overtime?
How?
Why?
Was it a stranger that showed me kindness before that did this to me? Was it my focus on my personal inspirations?
What was it?
How did this happen?
I honestly do not know. Feeling these emotions that I do...
The ones that give me the courage to continue amidst the darkness that threatens to ravage my body. The ones that remind me that I am still me. And even the feelings that take me back to my youth. The time in which I was completely new and inexperienced in the concepts and musings of 'love.'
Yes, they were painful. Those beats. They echoed harshly in my body. But they served as a reminder that yes, I am still here.
My emotions...are still here.
My soul, is indeed still here.
There are those however, that may not be able to feel the same. Or if they do...they were harden with cracks that go on and on without a care.
Perhaps I can help. Perhaps I can show these "emotions" to those that need it.
What will that do?
I don't know.
Should I worry?
No.
Time is fleeting. It's not endless. Not here anyway.
Instead of spending my time, feeling afraid of..."this." I will let it grow. I will show kindness.
I will keep my heart here. And wait for those that need it with it fully intact and strong.
Future friends. Future lovers. Future fun.
For anyone that may need it.
A thought about what
replied with when I vented on twitter. I was pissed off at first. Like you have no idea. (Not you, the words...) I took time however to reflect on it. How I was feeling. And so, I decided to do this piece. Because really, this is really what is keeping me here. I really. REALLY. have to stop doing that. The venting. On twitter. Ugh...But really. Thank you. For taking the time to reply with that. It really made me think.
And more "💙" towards the few that I shared my kind words to. It's extremely hard for me to do this in general.
But when I do.
I mean every word.
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