Sometime when the Matriarch of war is feeling like she is about to break mentally and collapse in a comatose state, she sneaks out of her enclave, using a route even her patriarch of the hunt and scouting knows not about.


A beach far from the mountain who shelter her enclave , but from her position can still see it clearly, she relax by sculpting various object with sand, or she pile up sand to create a ''chair'' she can lay next to the waves, brushing lightly her tail floof. The pleasant sun being the only thing that ever caressed her in such care, surrounded by forest and small wildlife, birds chirping pleasant melodies with the waves adding tune of its own.



Neeva is afraid a person will find her spot and disturb her peace that she is more than willing to kill to keep it a secret, even if it was one of her kin, these are hard time for the one eye explosive expert, she is filled with many thoughts, question about her past.


Why did her master wanted a whole enclave of yinglets to become combat efficient, who truly destroyed their birthplace , highly doubt wolves would have burn or buried corpses. There was many boot prints around, she fear that her master was the one who killed the enclave and stole all the eggs .


What changed Zal from a good heart yinglet who had such a strong bound with neeva, to a selfish bastard who only came to find her years later out of guilt and not to fulfill the promise once given. Is the city of Dal Komor brain washing yinglets to their mindset? She has met lady Ozma and her large body would normally give such size person a boost of confidence , yet she is afraid of the smallest of creature.


What happened? She heard that Ozma visions were clear and many feared her powers, why is she now a mess who hides herself from eyesight and have blurred visions that offers little to no help?


How would Neeva be if her master never existed, would she be content as a average yinglet? She did try to act like one but soon hated the feeling of losing brain matters. The sheer stupidity of the majority of the species is part of the reason when she commit raids, she wears a mask to hide her identity. The only 4 people she interacts with are her patriarch, the rest she lets Nyrei deal with, Neeva is the leader, but far from having all the quality of a true matriarch.


is there a way she can grow her leg back? Or maybe have an eye to inject into the socket instead of her glass eye, it makes her look grotesque but a glass eye with an iris drawn on it makes her a laughing stock so she does not wear one anymore.


and of course her main question that roams around her head is , will she ever become a mother, not a traditional yinglet mother who only lay the eggs and the nurse take care of the rest, raise them like a ... non yinglet would do. Is there a spouse that can love her for the belief, her violent acts and her appearance? Will she even live long enough to see her wish come true, a world where her kind is not treated like rats, or ''scavs'' .


But all of these are best left unanswered for the moment as she came her to relax and simply make hypothesis to entertain herself.

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I tried giving Neeva a new body structure, thiccer limbs, more muscular, would make sense that she has a stronger body for everything she must perform.



Art and Neeva belongs to me


yinglet species belongs to  valsalia