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Even while trapped in a beastly body, it's only the thought of losing her beloved that truly horrifies poor Outissa.
Outissa's thoughts here are pretty much my own. Something I struggle with nearly every single day - the fear that I will be useless and the people I love the most will see me for the monster I truly am.
... anxiety spirals are pretty much the absolute worst, and sometimes there's nothing you can do other than hold on tight and ride it out. And... remember that things are nearly never as bad as they may seem.
(Soooo, dramatic style change here! Most of the inspiration is from Kumo-chan, although that final panel is very much an homage to my favorite mangaka, the great Junji Ito. Er... don't worry, the rest of this issue is going to stay firmly away from Ito territory. >_>;
This is my first time ever trying to do a manga style, and as a result this page took quite a bit of time. Fortunately, most of that was just figuring things out and studying up on techniques and whatnot - the actual execution is way faster than what I'd been doing before, so I'm excited!
A big thank you to my page sponsor:
raysh
(Come by my Patreon for high-res version!)
(Comic also available on https://outissa.com )!
Even while trapped in a beastly body, it's only the thought of losing her beloved that truly horrifies poor Outissa.
Outissa's thoughts here are pretty much my own. Something I struggle with nearly every single day - the fear that I will be useless and the people I love the most will see me for the monster I truly am.
... anxiety spirals are pretty much the absolute worst, and sometimes there's nothing you can do other than hold on tight and ride it out. And... remember that things are nearly never as bad as they may seem.
(Soooo, dramatic style change here! Most of the inspiration is from Kumo-chan, although that final panel is very much an homage to my favorite mangaka, the great Junji Ito. Er... don't worry, the rest of this issue is going to stay firmly away from Ito territory. >_>;
This is my first time ever trying to do a manga style, and as a result this page took quite a bit of time. Fortunately, most of that was just figuring things out and studying up on techniques and whatnot - the actual execution is way faster than what I'd been doing before, so I'm excited!
A big thank you to my page sponsor:
raysh(Come by my Patreon for high-res version!)
(Comic also available on https://outissa.com )!
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It is certainly something to feel useless. Thoughts spiral, they drag you down and cling like oils pressed to you. So that even when you push forth its still there ready to await it's time back in that ocean of black.
I love your artwork, you continue to push your limits and I enjoy your experimentation.
I love your artwork, you continue to push your limits and I enjoy your experimentation.
The difference between knowing and feeling is never more apparent than during an anxiety spiral. We all have the benefit of being able to see her situation externally, but for poor Outissa - the anxiety and panic is literally all there is at this moment. D:
In regards to life-span thing - Beatrix, being a modern-day yinglet, has a life-span similar to modern humans. =)
In regards to life-span thing - Beatrix, being a modern-day yinglet, has a life-span similar to modern humans. =)
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