i know i said i would take a rest

i thought i could live without painting for a day
but i could'nt
but im too weak, im too unstable
im too breakable

now i cant live without painting

i changed an adiction for another
one slaved me
the other set me free.

I need to stand still
or i will fall.

“Why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up.”
- alfred

I just remembered that from Batman!
 DUH-NUH-NUH-NUH-NUH-NUH-NUH-NUH

>>♦THE ARTWORK

>Type : Daily Painting - From the drawings that were left unfinished

Title: The Stand
Or (Redemption)
Or (Exchange)

>Duration

♦ Original Sketch done on 2019-02-10, februay 10th
♦ 4 hours

>♦STORY

When i drew the original sketch.
was i time where i was...you know very unstable.

and became very depressed, and just thought about drawing myself
being tired and just giving up on everything. 

but now that the painting is finished i see very interesting things

the most interesting one is the change in skin, you can see.
the character changing in color and shape, wich means the change in state of emotion
if you noticed, i use to paint a white character when i feel deeply deppresed.
and when i think im fine, stable, or happy i go blue, or when i get mad, proud or arrogant,
i go red or orange, and so on and so on.

but what you see here is me trying to find my determination
to get out from my opressive adiction.

And that was then, but now, things are running nice,
but i found out today, that if i stop painting,
I really confront a real risk of falling again.
  
the good news is, that you gonna see me posting everyday,
no exceptions. I just hope you dont get bored. haha.

>Inspiration Sources:

♦ Sorrow and deppresion
♦ but also hope
♦ and those orange shinny flower petals from Cocco.

> about the technique

♦ mixer brush, mostly acting as a chisel.

> about the species

I once say im randomized, i still feel that.
but of course some of those skins are common than others.
and the ones that are more common have a more sincere nature.

>♦GRIPE

ummm... i wish was stronger
better, and faster.

>♦CRITIQUE

i dont want to do this.
.......
mmmmmm.......

>Recommendations

mmmmm.......
good night see you tomorow.

>♦Personal Judgment, Score

Overall Quality umm.....maybe s4cks or R5cks

v02 21/03/2019

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