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RANT:
Great, my mental health is fucked and I m just done, don't feel strong enough to keep trying right now. Look, I m very open about my mental health because it's important to be open and honest about these things. Mental health sucks and not enough people talk about it and as an artist mental health effects my work, if I m feeling low I have no motivation to draw even if I really want to. I m happy I created this vent cause then least I m not letting my mental health stop me from drawing. Anyways, in the UK mental health isnt really seen as a top priority. Its gotten a lot better since I was a kid, but it still lacks things like funding, research and workers. This means everything is very slow or straight up wrong. I ve had to deal with doctors who are very closed minded about mental health which is fucking terrifying. Anyways about it being slow, I m on antidepressants and the ones i m on seem to be really helping me, giving me more good days and helping me through the bad. Recently I notice the bad days coming back more often and me struggling more. I asked my doctor if maybe I could get a higher dosage, but cause I m on the waiting list for CBT they want to wait until I start that before looking into my meds again. WELL I m on the waiting list for CTB I don't know how long this will take and at first I was like okay with it and I can wait. I don't think I can wait anymore. shit has been adding up and honestly i m scared I m going to hit rock bottom again because everything thing is very slow. Doesn't help that my chronic pain is getting worse and I have been on a waiting list for a specialist for over 5 months and we finally called up asking for them what is going on for them to just turn around and tell me to go back to my doctor, like 5 months of waiting was nothing. So now I feel broken and hopeless.
I can't handle much without bursting into tears and I m super jumpy with everything. Cause its the small things that are upsetting me and people think i m being dramatic when really its just adding to a bigger problem.
So here is a vent and a rant!
RANT:
Great, my mental health is fucked and I m just done, don't feel strong enough to keep trying right now. Look, I m very open about my mental health because it's important to be open and honest about these things. Mental health sucks and not enough people talk about it and as an artist mental health effects my work, if I m feeling low I have no motivation to draw even if I really want to. I m happy I created this vent cause then least I m not letting my mental health stop me from drawing. Anyways, in the UK mental health isnt really seen as a top priority. Its gotten a lot better since I was a kid, but it still lacks things like funding, research and workers. This means everything is very slow or straight up wrong. I ve had to deal with doctors who are very closed minded about mental health which is fucking terrifying. Anyways about it being slow, I m on antidepressants and the ones i m on seem to be really helping me, giving me more good days and helping me through the bad. Recently I notice the bad days coming back more often and me struggling more. I asked my doctor if maybe I could get a higher dosage, but cause I m on the waiting list for CBT they want to wait until I start that before looking into my meds again. WELL I m on the waiting list for CTB I don't know how long this will take and at first I was like okay with it and I can wait. I don't think I can wait anymore. shit has been adding up and honestly i m scared I m going to hit rock bottom again because everything thing is very slow. Doesn't help that my chronic pain is getting worse and I have been on a waiting list for a specialist for over 5 months and we finally called up asking for them what is going on for them to just turn around and tell me to go back to my doctor, like 5 months of waiting was nothing. So now I feel broken and hopeless.
I can't handle much without bursting into tears and I m super jumpy with everything. Cause its the small things that are upsetting me and people think i m being dramatic when really its just adding to a bigger problem.
So here is a vent and a rant!
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