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Re-draw of an extremely old artwork of mine, from 2012: http://fav.me/d5oifb6

I've been feeling like I've lost a certain sense I thought I had in the past.. (Though that past was extremely darker, and more difficult, and misrable than anything I am or do own today)
But a certain special, clever and wise someone who I share the room and six years with, has showed me otherwise. I'm grateful to have my long-time inspiration to be my roomate, best friend,
and much more, which includes - my teacher and mentor when it comes to art or motivation.

"Take an artwork that you like from back then, one of the kind that made you falsly think that you were better at expressing yourself through art then, than now. then, redraw it."
I merely followed her advice, and now I feel much more confident and aware of my position as an artist, my strenghts and weaknesses when it comes to motivation and practice and skill.
I have a much better idea of what I need to study more, what I need to improve better, and all that through a simple re-draw, and powerful words of an experienced golden-hearted, fellow artist.

It also took me back to truly think of the years back then, and how much has changed, changed for the better. I've never been a proud person, but I am aware of how far I've came. Aware of my strenght, to stand against and fight my way out of unjustified years of hospitalization and medical mistreatment, as well as the enviorment and people I surrounded myself with-- Good riddence.

I'm simply glad, that I am where I am now :heart:

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art & Blackstar Ⓒ Juleteon