practicing ever if someone had time to will better too if this is only a little sketch/doodle.

Once again, incredible work. Also, *hugs*

Just know that you are always welcome to talk if you need to. And yeah, being late to a trend is perfectly fine. I know a lot of friends who are late to trends so it's not as big of a deal as you think. But in all seriousness, never think of yourself as meaningless. Every little action, no matter how little it may seem, changes someone's life. Sure, it may not always be a positive change like you may want, but life isn't just about the positives. In order to live a full life, you need to accept that the world has faults. A world that is perfect with no such things wouldn't really be living... it would be a empty and grey place with false joy and false laughter because we wouldn't be able to appreciate the feelings and experiences we have. Even if you feel you are meaningless, even if you feel you shouldn't be here and that you don't deserve friends, that simply isn't true.

Everyone you have ever met has grown in some way because of meeting you.

It never occurred to me that the headnoise one was a self portrait...