ken, its ok, alot of things have happened since then. tell me, when was the last time you heard that someone didnt care?

alot here lately........im finding myself going back into my shell and it's pissing me off!

you know what people do with shells? CRUUUUSH THEEEEEEM!

and i care :)

That was beautiful...
But don't linger on the past! I want you to think about what good things have happened to you recently! Like me, and all your friends on FA. I know your life will get better, I just know it!

you dont understand..........have you ever took time to stop and think...that mabey that its my future.......im not sure what to do anymore........i can write my hart out but..this feeling stays with me........its like you and your depression.....there are very few things that make it go away.....but most of those things are gone......im haveing nightmares.... i havent cryed in so long...i think thats what i need.....but....i just cant seem to do it anymore.....it my be hard to understand what im saying.....nobody knows that me emotions are what keep me going.....art...of all kinds......inside my head.......my LA teacher is telling my mom that im a genuis....i just dont see it.......there pushing me now....hard.....im never good enough OK!!!!.....oh,im sorry i just needed to get that off my chest....

Hey it's okay...I
I haven't cried for at least 5 years...and I'd really like to..I've even tried to make myself cry at times...nothing works
and no matter what I try I can't describe what these feelings are...but
as far as I see it...
everything will just magically get better with college
I mean, that's the end of the road if that doesn't work I'm scared I'll be like this forever

im sorry tho......trust me......when you find someone.....in RL that is....you will start to get feeling back........your numb........the reason people are emo......ive felt that way....im pulling for you......and im comeing to NY this summer with a friend!

Numb?...yeah I guess that's the perfect word to describe me
NO WAY REALLY?!?!?
AWESOME!
WHO'S YOUR FRIEND?

mercades her and her mom go every year! and she is takeing to friends and she invited me!!

GURL?
............
she won't get in the way of out cuddling/hugging now will she? :3

nope! shes cool with it!

she is goth btw so dont stare >.> lol

oh okay hehe
........
just HOW goth?

he dresses the party but really fun to be around goth!

hehe
I guess it makes you feel better about yourself or something

ya lol but she is really lively! i cant wait tho!!!!! eeeeekkkkkkk! im getting exsited just thinking about it!

hehe you ARE coming to the city, right?

mmhmmmm what part do you live in?

Manhattan, the Lower East Side lol
are you coming by car? Cause before you get here I'll have to give you subway instructions lol

ya we are!!! lol i dont mind as long as i get to see you....btw i hope we dont have that wierd silence thing......im just going to run up and hug you to death like ive known you forever! ^^

um okay! I'm totally okay with that it'll be just like online!
and I might tweak that ass of yours so be prepared! >:3

hehe ill be looking forward to that...*smiles*

YEah...well actually it'd be smarter to meet you not near my house, given that my dad (or any good parent really) wouldn't let there son just run up and hug some random person...especially since you look older than you are

well i plan to shave silly and im 5''2 i look like im like 10 from afar! lol

oh god that's right! You'r so tiny!!! I'm 5''8 lol
well I never shave...only my stache I like my stubbly beard lmao

sooo what should we say when he asks "how do you two know each other again?"

............
*cough* SCHOOL *cough*
...
he transfered...last year >.>

hehe ^^ kay thats awesome...but what school what teacher and what grade?

......
Well my school
by then I'll be in 11th grade
and..well it doesn't matter everyone has different teachers I'll say you were my lunch buddy lol

lolz mmmkay! so.....have anything planed for when i get there?

lol well just tell me places you haven't been! I mean
obviously no sex we can't go back to my place and we're just friends

mmmhmm.....kay....omg im looking at myself in the mirror and im really hairy! >.<

hehe well i'm in my undies, so I KNOW I'm hairy :P

*thinks about you in your undies and drools* what kinda undies?.....>;3

um
you know that under armour stuff?
like that but grey, but certainly tight >:3
and musky as hell

such a tease!!!!! oh i things i would do >.<

,,,,,,,,,,,,,CARE TO EXTRAPPELATE?

well......i find musk..extreamly hawt....so...i think i that i would lick your cock thorugh your under armor boxers...from the base to tip...thats just to start.

um
hey now
as much as that would really rock
we vowed to remain JUST friends and NO sex
right?

oh ya right i know....its cool well ive got to get going and get my shower so........bye......sorry if i crossed the line T.T

okay see ya!
oh we've done worse that that it's okay

i totaly just said party lol i ment part!

wow you need to stop only remembering the bad times. That's in the PAST! you need to look toward the future cause you still have a long a prosperous life ahead of you of course bad things are gonna happen, but that's just life. You need to prove your stronger and just...let it go. The way I see it is for every bad thing that happens, something good is gonna come out of it^^ it has yet to fail me. Just remember this......I'm here for you

you know......your something good that had happened to me....thinking of you....reminds me that life might not be all that bad anymore.

ah that's great! I'm happy to help

*hugs*

daww thanks

Well I think Futo said enough for all of us, so... yeah. Its a poem.

convey the emtion quite well.

very well done.

and i hope things will get better for you soon.

OMG! Now I feel like I plagerised! O_O" I wrote a poem and called it "Alone" and then I saw this. Oh dear. ^^;
I'm sure everything will work out for you. ^^ Just keep yourself close to your friends, and you can't go wrong.
Good poem, and conveys a powerful message of the heart. ^^

thanks sorry about that must of silped my mind T.T btw that was a good poem tho ^^

Oh, no, I mean I posted mine after yours, I felt bad... ^^; I didn't notice yours until AFTER I posted mine. Still, thanks again, I liked yours a lot. ^^