I Trusted you, And you broke me
I finally finished this piece.
its not fully detailed because i don't think he deserves to take any more of my time an energy than he already did..
This piece comes after an earlier piece i did for his birthday, see it here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28812842/
Long story short, this man was a good friend.. for 5-6 years..we were always close and a few months after my recent breakup we got closer, i actually fell for him.. and he wanted to take it slow which was comforting.. im never someone to rush into relationships and what happened after just put me off doing that even more..
everything was fine..or so i thought. he was having a hard time recently but he never really told me he needed space or anything.. id have understood, im a very understanding person normally.. but instead he just.. vanished.. i waited for months, kept contact him and asking if he was okay.. or what i did wrong. I'd see him online so i knew deep down he was fine..maybe im just not what he wanted anymore.. But it still hurt.
It takes so much for me to open myself up to love, especially after being in a long relationship..and i did. he said he loved me..but did he really.. or was i just some kind of toy to play with..I guess i'll never know.. its been about 5 months now.. i think im finally ok..i deleted him on everything which in the end hurts not only because i loved him... but because i losty a good friends.. and i'll never even know why..
None the less. this is my letting go piece.. finally giving up and letting him go, and moving on from the hurt. ♥
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