Impressive...your work is both awe inspiring, and mildly frustrating as it's a bar I wish I could see my self achieving..but, I don't see that happening any time soon as I can't seem to self teach and tutorials just don't work for me

Hi! thank you so much for commenting me, and I know what you feel, I watch a lot of artists that make me the same feels, but the art itself it's like that, and something good with the art, is with patience and determination we can go through our fears. The art path is like a roller coaster, sometimes we learn slowly and sometimes we have great success. If you feel you can learn with tutorials, maybe will help you some books about 3D, or even going on some art school. Also, a good thing maybe will be buying some online course, there you can have a lot of information to learn.
But please, feel free to ask me whatever you need I will so glad to help you.

That's..honestly a blessing..I'd be afraid to accept your insanely generous offer though. When I say I'm bare bones noob? I mean, BARE bones