just venting a bit.... struggling with coming out.
my birth mom was kind of horrible to me growing up, especially about me not being... normal? i once told her that i had questions about my orientation, and she said i couldn't keep living with her if i was anything but straight...
my aunt sort of stepped in and became my new mom, she would never act like that, but... i just can't bring myself to come out to her... i'm terrified of losing her, even though i know i won't.. she is a real mom who loves me unconditionally
i just feel scared still
i was remembering what it felt like when my birth mom said that to me and getting it out of my head.