I wish things occurred differently,
I wish other time was chosen and other words were said.
But here we are,
face front at the present,
too late to look back now.

I wish you were more honest with me,
told me what was bothering your heart
and see if we could make it through.
Not sure if that would have changed anything
but I believe it was worth the try.

I wish you were braver that day,
choosing to talk with your voice instead of your words.
I know what you said was still sincere,
but I would've traded all the text you gave me for a spoken sentence,
only to hear you one last time.

But still,
I don't resent you and I'll always wish you the best.
You gave me some of the best moments of my life,
and deny that would be a lie.

But after all this time together,
and all the things we've been through,
Don't you think we deserved a better goodbye?

I like to believe we did.


This is something I had kept inside of me since my breakup. To be honest, I think I took it "too well" and I didn't have the chance to really express myself about the situation at that moment. I think I just kept most of the pain to myself 'cause I didn't want to bother much or call too much attention, I don't know. All I know is I was a mess.

I didn't make this to cause drama or for you to feel bad or feel pity of me (still, I appreciate all the support everyone has given me so far btw ), it's just something I needed to do for myself. I guess this is my way to say "it's my turn to talk now" and hopefully, finally give this a final closure to this chapter and move on with the new year.

See you next year.