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"I don't know if you'll remember this, but there was this shockingly surprising period in my life where words in great quantity meant everything. At this point, so much so that it saved my life. I don't mean to say that I was on the brink of something catastrophic, no. Instead, I just mean that my life lacked purpose, and I hadn't a clue where I was going to travel or who I wanted to be. And then you came along. It was a point where things were stockpiling to a miserable degree, bringing terror and uncertainty in my life. A lot of it, upon reflection, was self imposed upon a prediction that was false to accuse, but in my stupor, you appeared and, perhaps unknowingly, saved me.
It amazes me because this period was a distraction that gave me sanctum. I sat in a nook of my university's main atrium telling myself I'd study, do classwork, focus on school, but never could I find the motivation. Instead, you came to me in that time of need, and our conversations were limitless. No message was too long, no topic was uncrossable, no emotion was withheld, and no curiosity was afraid to be discussed. It was a time where you, too, were in a state of recovery, and somehow, we found sanctum in one another.
Your friendship became essential. Everything you were and are, to your warm heart, to your broad and exciting interests with cars, boats, mechanics, computers, art, dancing, life, travel, love, youth, animals, gardening, interior design, weed, growth, cybernetics, and more. You had this insane level of maturity but you could be silly and always find the right thing to say to bring a smile and turn a bad day into a great week. You weren't certain about a lot of things, but you weren't afraid to admit that, and were open to explore the unknown which, by god, was so beautiful. I've legitimately cried in amazement that I could experience such a fantastic person. How, despite my flaws, my sudden decisions to change platforms and isolate myself, my traversal through life learning more about who I was and trying to decide my future, you were there for all of it, and encouraged me every step of the way.
I could never doubt you. It amazed me how I was okay with everything and to this day still see no moment of conflict with who you are. You've never let me down and I always fear that there's more I can do to show how much I love, appreciate, and especially, need you in my life. You're irreplaceable with that nature you have and not any god damned fool can ever try to replicate you, it's marvelous. It amazes me I had the chance to get close to someone who I see as such an inspiration, a beacon of hope, a guardian angel.
So as you stand several inches taller than me and pick me up to nearly break my back for the strongest, happiest hugs I've ever received, I must say to you that, with absolute certainty, you have so much going for you, and I hope to be just like you someday Mister. Not a day goes by that I don't smile at the thought of you in my life. I look up to you, and wouldn't have you any other way. Thank you so, so much, and while I know I won't be able to be everything you inspire me to be, I'm certainly going to try, and know you'll see my journey all the way through. I'll see you soon and I can't wait for that day to come again.
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Wonderful, dream worthy commission I managed to grab from
NowandLater to give as a late birthday present to one of the most important people in my life, 
RexRoyale. There's more, and more, and more I could say about this incredible mane, but I'd be dragging on more than I already have. Please, I beg everyone to appreciate this gorgeous soul for everything he is, and of course, applaud N&L for their fantastic work as always. Love you Mister Mane and thank you for everything xxoxo
It amazes me because this period was a distraction that gave me sanctum. I sat in a nook of my university's main atrium telling myself I'd study, do classwork, focus on school, but never could I find the motivation. Instead, you came to me in that time of need, and our conversations were limitless. No message was too long, no topic was uncrossable, no emotion was withheld, and no curiosity was afraid to be discussed. It was a time where you, too, were in a state of recovery, and somehow, we found sanctum in one another.
Your friendship became essential. Everything you were and are, to your warm heart, to your broad and exciting interests with cars, boats, mechanics, computers, art, dancing, life, travel, love, youth, animals, gardening, interior design, weed, growth, cybernetics, and more. You had this insane level of maturity but you could be silly and always find the right thing to say to bring a smile and turn a bad day into a great week. You weren't certain about a lot of things, but you weren't afraid to admit that, and were open to explore the unknown which, by god, was so beautiful. I've legitimately cried in amazement that I could experience such a fantastic person. How, despite my flaws, my sudden decisions to change platforms and isolate myself, my traversal through life learning more about who I was and trying to decide my future, you were there for all of it, and encouraged me every step of the way.
I could never doubt you. It amazed me how I was okay with everything and to this day still see no moment of conflict with who you are. You've never let me down and I always fear that there's more I can do to show how much I love, appreciate, and especially, need you in my life. You're irreplaceable with that nature you have and not any god damned fool can ever try to replicate you, it's marvelous. It amazes me I had the chance to get close to someone who I see as such an inspiration, a beacon of hope, a guardian angel.
So as you stand several inches taller than me and pick me up to nearly break my back for the strongest, happiest hugs I've ever received, I must say to you that, with absolute certainty, you have so much going for you, and I hope to be just like you someday Mister. Not a day goes by that I don't smile at the thought of you in my life. I look up to you, and wouldn't have you any other way. Thank you so, so much, and while I know I won't be able to be everything you inspire me to be, I'm certainly going to try, and know you'll see my journey all the way through. I'll see you soon and I can't wait for that day to come again.
-
Wonderful, dream worthy commission I managed to grab from
NowandLater to give as a late birthday present to one of the most important people in my life, 
RexRoyale. There's more, and more, and more I could say about this incredible mane, but I'd be dragging on more than I already have. Please, I beg everyone to appreciate this gorgeous soul for everything he is, and of course, applaud N&L for their fantastic work as always. Love you Mister Mane and thank you for everything xxoxo
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
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