entering a new chapter in my life
about to have to make some really hard to make decisions, and some I just don't know if I can bring myself to do.
Cutting certain people out of my life has been a contest, has I tend to have bad judgement on people and I'm too trusting, but that doesn't make it easy.
But
with where things are going, it's everything I've always wanted.
A family support system
loving and a good clicking husband
and a actual family of my own
and
I need things to be safe for what's going to come out of those things
I'm not bring a child into a hell that I was too scared to bring myself out of, I refuse to put them through that
so if my family can't straighten up
then that's that...
I hate to do that but...
my kid deserves better than anything I ever got
deserves better then them